Gulahaty Vormica

Let's go through :)

2012-02-12T09:56:00.000-08:00

well hello guys ! xx
Hihi,so dah lama right tak update blog since that post and Now here I go :)
What's up?
Hihi.well.Everything's change.Most of part of my life.As a human being,it's normal right?
Let's take it as positve.If YOU love me then just STAY.but if you're nothing to me or I'm nothing to you.Just go 'Friends'.haha nahhh.forget it.let's skip to another topic.I don't want to be here because of those ^@*& story.Hihihi xx

So what's new? :DD
Okay now it's 1:45 am already.like usually ;p still awake at this time k.but this time is different.
Just finished with Bio and math :D
Nahhh.tmrw is my last day of test 1.hihi how heaven ! :D

Well.Tadi before study hm dalam 12.10 like that? Tergerak hati nak call Mr.S :)
so call gelak gelak,melawak apa semua then credit ceq habis :'(
Sos topap pun dh bt.hmmmm forget itHe's out of credit too.padahal dia ckp,ah stgilaaa bt tu bt ni.
'I nak ckp dgn gulahaty st'
Ohhhh.HOW SWEET THAT :')

K act tadi MR.S telah datang ke jitra,dah la tk ckp awal2!
Patutlah aku tengah msg dgn dia dia ckp nk pi mandi.takpalaa.
aku ckp lepas mandi text aku.
tiba2 hilang terus?
tgk2,
'you i ada dekat jitra ni'
zzzzzzzz.disebabkan dia dtg naik kereta dgn kwn dia.so tkboleh jumpa sbb dia dekat taman siswa.and that time aku dkt taman sri aman * cehhh bukan jauh pun.
aaaa.bebai ok takboleh meet?

opportunity kot! Hishhh,
:'/
Okay.My blog is my diary right? so macam mana kami kenal?
ok.mcmni aku kenal dia dari last year,2011.
Memang dh lamaaaa.time tu single la babe sama mcm skrg.haha kami selalu text,oncall jgn nk ckp laa.
Tiba-tiba aku couple.Relay dgn hm tkpayah sebut.then dia mcm perli2 aku lah blalala.terasa la juga.but nk bt mcmmana.dh tunggu dia lmbt sgt muahaha.abaikan saya.then aku dh single balik.dalam couple tu tk lost cntact lah dgn dia.Idk why :/ weird kann? hm hm.Okay then dh single text lagi mcm biasa.tiba2 dia pula relay dgn orang lain -__________- How sad.then lepas tu aku stop msg dia apa semua :') Frust wehhhh! haha.
Tiba-tiba boleh cntact balik.sbb dia cakap,gulaaa sombong apa semua tah benda kejadah apa dia merepek.
then msg2 apa semua.pernah ckp dkt dia.
- Nak dodoi i? dodoi _____ sudahlaaa.
- Haha dia tidur dh demam.
- Ohhh text I pasal dia dh tidur yeee?
- Eh manada,you wajib text k
- WHY?
- because I dh text you dari I single.So tak kan nk blah mcmtu ja :)

igt aku pernah update status pasal dia?

‎" Kenapa you suka text I walaupun kita tak pernah jumpa? "
I ikhlas kawan dgn you,there's something about you that make me extracted with.Eventho I'm in any relationship,I'll text you.That's what I do.haha weird right? And now he's already got a gf,but still.we're texting to each other.What is that mean?

yeahhh.that's him! Mr ________ :)

Abaikan baju sekolah :* dan kegedikan yg ada di situ hahaha

Sahabat.

2012-02-01T09:39:00.000-08:00

Okay,sekarang dah pukul 2.23 and yes.dah selalu aku tidur lambar or kadang2 tak tidur langsung.Terus ke sekolah.But kali ni lain.Aku tak boleh berhenti menangis.Macam pengemis dah.Air mata taknak berhenti dan takboleh berhenti.Okay serious shit,apa yang aku akan tulis ni dari hati,Serious.Air mata nyg mengalir ni jadi saksi.saksi persahabatan aku dan dia.

Nurul Asyikin bt shahroolzaman.

Aku kenal dia dari aku form 3 so if kira now dah almost 2 years right kami kenal.

Aku rapat dengan dia since aku form 4,we used to stick together.share our laugh,our cry,our secrets,our problems together.

Senang kata memang kawan susah senang lah.Aku tak pernah ada kawan sampai mcmni.ada tu ada,tapi tak sampai tahap ni.

Now dia and beberapa orang lain ja kawan susah senang aku,yang paling aku sayang.Yang stay dekat as apa ada but different.

maybe sbb mereka jauh,but ekin.Ekin stay satu kawasan dengan aku.Jitra,rumah pun dekat sangat.On call ja,5 minute mesti sampai punya :'(

Okay now nak dijadikan cerita apa yang hampa rasa bila tiba-tiba dapat msg mcmni?

"Hampa sumaa . kin nk mntak maaf sangat2 kalau ada buat salah . Mybe last hampa jmpa ekin or dgaq cta pasai ekin . Mintak halal mkn minum pa semua nahh . syg hampaa . salam"

Shit.tersentap tak? Apa hampa rasa.okay aku mmg rasa down gilaaa.sebab dia tidur rumah aku semalam k.then dia keluar dari rumah aku pun depan mata aku.tapi dia keluar mmg dengan masalah.bala menanti.yang tu aku tau.Tapi tak sangka sampai dia nak sent msg mcmni.

wait,dia nak kemana? serious laa.aku dgn tkda credit.aku bt call me back.then lama baru dia call.

dia call pun ckp dgn aku sambil menangis

" Paah,janji dengan aku.Hg stdy elok2.Hang jaga mama abah,hang dengar ckp depa.Jgn lawan ckp depa.Aku sayang hang "

then tuttt.end call :'/

sumpah sebak wehhh.then aku sent la msg karang berjela jgn nk ckp.

Dia reply satu then aku ckp kalau tkmau bagi aku down please jgn tinggal aku.

k then I'm left with no words.dia tk reply terus.

dalam msg dia,dia ada ckp.Balik nanti dia nk tgk aku dgn kawan2 lain berjaya.

shit,dia nak kemana? :'/

Sumpah aku sayang dia.kalau dia nak keluar dari kedah atleast ckp.dgn nnti dia dapat plkn.bila nak jumpa dia wehh? aku siap ckp.hang dekat mana? aku nak pi dekat hang.time tu lewat dhhh.

tapi dia bt tak hairan ja :(

Bukan nak cakap apa la.tapi aku takboleh la.aku life dgn dia ok.dia dah jadi mcm darah daging aku.kakak aku weh.see belum apa apa lagi aku dh menangis mcm org gila hilang anak.just imagine if mmg aku tk jumpa dia dh lepasni? Aku tktau apa jadi wehhh,

dengan aku rasa mcm nk demam.serious.maybe esok tkpi sekolah lagi.

okay apa nak jadi.spm k this year.

Ya Allah.kenapa orang yang kita sayang akan pergi meninggalkan kita? padahal Engkau lagi maha mengetahui yang aku masih perlukannya.

Hilang bf pun tak rasa sakit mcm hilang kawan :'(

Apa semua ni.Ya Allah.apa yang aku harap aku akan jumpa dia lagi.and dia tak kan bt benda pelik2 kalau dia sayang aku.Amin :")

Kabulkan doa aku Ya Allah.

Gv's

2012-01-20T10:38:00.000-08:00

Hi readers.hihi miss me? aleler.gedik kau paah ;p
hm hm,sekarang ni musim demam ka weh?
aku demam kot.pakej okay.batuk selsema :/
aptb.haaa 3 hari turut aku duduk dalam rumah,tak keluar mana.wah wah baiknya anak siapa ni? ewahhh *angkat kening

hihi,then tadi nak dijadikan cerita.Ada satu msg masuk
' Hi, please call me back '
aku yg tkda mood ni bt tktau ja la kt msg tu,tiba-tiba kan suara si ekin terjerit-jerit dkt luar pagar nuh.
panggil nama aku.aku pun keluar la.dengan hot pants and t-shirt bodoh -.-'
k motive? aku tktau kata si ekin ni mai dengan ketot.keluar2 rumah p dkt kereta,haa ambik hg.ceringg ja,lari masuk rumah tukaq seluaq baju apa.depa ajak p main tepung.okay onnn mcm biasa la.
aku lupa kata aku ni demam.then aku call la abah time dkt mrvls.
kata aku celebrate birthday blala.kena beletiaq wehhh.badan lemah2 keluar,stgi jadi bnda pelik2,
abah risau.haha aku balik awallll,ikut ckp.takut kena kacau sama -.-'
bukan boleh kira sangat bnda tu,tmbh lagi badan aku tak ok ni kan. oiii sepasai.haha

takpa,dh tu lepak mrvls st.mian apa pakat mai peluk aku haa lama tk jumpa.muah muah sikit ;*
haha,then tkpa dh lepak berkumpul situ dulu.then p tmpat main tepung ler mana lagi.
p p depa start dhhh * wey tk tnggu kami!
hahah.tkpaaa buah awal dh habis.dok igt selamat dh :P
turun2 kereta,hatudiaa pait apa semua mai bubuh tepung atas kepala
' hi paah,lama tk jumpa '
:P
haha keliaaa noh.ni syg hampa semua nih.muah muah sikit? hug :DDD

haha,best laaa.tapi tak cukup gang.dayah si hamster takada.tinggai kami p langkawi.kfineeeeeee --'
hm hm.
awat aku tkleh tgk muka hg tktau wey? rasa lain mcm la.bkn tak suka tapiii..
taktau nak kata gumana.dengaq lagu blog baru kan?
InsyaAllah nnti nk bt cover lagu ni.untuk siapa?
khas dekat hg laaa.hayati lyric dia.sorry :')

The one that got away

2012-01-05T23:29:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Hi,gula baru lepas stalk profile you.Awal mulut kata tak mahu,hati pun dah larang dari awal lagi tapi ego jatuh jua kerana sayang.SAYANG.haha yes sayang.Tapi pengakhirannya? Air mata menjadi ganti.
Sakit hati pun dapat,apa pun tak boleh.Tulaaa,dh cakap dari awal kan.jangan buka,jangan buka!
No need to stalk him anymore! tapi NOOR FARAH FAZEERA ni ketegaq.tak dengaq cakap.sayang konon.

Weh miss.Dia dah move on lah,dah bahagia with his new gf so pleaseee let him go,I beg you.
:'/
Why this is so hard? He's too much too cruel towards me.I can't stand this.
hm hm hm,why all of this shit happened to me?
sad me.

You,now It's been 2012.Awak dah happy dengan life awak but why I still can't?
you is my past you is my past you is my past you is my past
keep repeat that but Nothing's change.My love towards you.It's never change :')

Orang cakap kita akan bahagia bila tengok orang yg kita sayang bahagia,so saya doakan awak bahagia dengan pilihan baru awak.InsyaAllah,Hubungan awak direstui dan mendapat berkat dari Allah SWT :)
Saya rindu awak,

Gulahaty Vormica / GV's - MAA

Everything's gonna be okay :')

2012-01-05T08:03:00.001-08:00

Hi hmm,dah lama right me leave this blog without no update?
Hihi,sorry but I'm too late with sch and etc.
well so we can start now? Yeahhh sure.lend me your sec/min :)

Semakin lama semakin jauh,semakin lama semakin hilang arah tuju,semakin lama semakin gusar hati ini memikirkan soal ini.Erti persahabatan,apa sebenarnya yg terjadi?
Aku semakin hilang.Bukan apa,tapi tanpa awak sedar awak dh pun mengguris hati saya wahai sahabat,
awak seperti lupa dan alpa dgn apa yg awak ada,awak miliki.awak tahu kami tak kan tinggalkan awak,tetapi kenapa mesti awak melakukan hal sedemikian rupa? Segalanya berubah dengan kehadiran org baru.

Awak stay dengan saya,awak cakap pasal dia.sikit sikit dia sikit sikit dia,siapa dia?
Siapa tak terasa,saya dh byk menghabiskan masa dengan awak,tapi sekarang saya rasa jika saya tak jumpa awak pun tiada effect right? saya rasa tawar hati,tawar hati ok? :')
Tiada apa yg nk diungkitkan di sini,apa yg terjadi,segala kenangan pahit dan manis,tawar dan masin * tambah perisa. saya ikhlaskan.Yaa saya ikhlaskan :')
Saya harap saya dapat berhenti memikirkan hal ini,dengan itu hati saya boleh menjadi lebih tenang dan tenteram.InsyaAllah,amin :')

2011-11-29T09:26:00.000-08:00

Manusia takpernah lari dari melakukan kesilapan bukan?
Haha,semua manusia pernah melakukan dosa.Pleasee take a note,SEMUA =)
Kita hanyalah manusia biasa,perbezaannya amalan dan kebaikan kita.
Kita juga tak akan pernah lari daripada fitnah dan tidak akan lepas,di saat itulah pentingnya iman kita,kesabaran kita sangat diperlukan.selagi kita boleh sabar,kita sabar tapi mcm semua orang tahu,sabar pun ada hadnya.
Kita bukanlah semulia-mulia kekasih Allah,yang dapat bertahan dengan godaan syaitan lakhnatullah yg tidak pernah lepas dari melalaikan kita.

Yes,aku tau.First impression orang mesti mcmni
' eh budak ni teruk lah ' eh budak ni social la '
blala,Yes aku tau semua tu.Memang aku tak mcm perempuan lain yang agak 'baik'
means,aku mmg keluar malam,lepak-lepak,tak duduk dekat rumah sgt,bergaul lelaki perempuan.But atleast aku tahu batas aku takat mana,aku kalau keluar lepak pun bukan berdua-duaan dengan lelaki.
kami mmg keluar satu gang kot,ulang sikit SATU GANG :)
mmg orang nampak mcm agak teruk,but i think its better kot than keluar dua-dua orang,lepak tempat yang TIADA orang.haaa nanti kena tangkap khalwat FREE lah jawabnya.
Ya Allah,if bnda ringan2 pun tk pernah bt tak kan benda yg sepatutnya aku jaga,mahkota aku aku nak bagi mcmtu saja.Bukan nak cakap byk la weh,aku berani SUMPAH kot aku tak sampai ke arah tu lagi.
Yeah,orang cakap sumpah mkn diri but i think if benda betul boleh kan? :)

Kita nak tegur orang,biar beralas.Yes, dari status aku yang ni ada tak hampa nak perkataan kesat?

Kadang-kadang kita perlu melepaskan seseorang itu,bukan bererti kita harus rebah jatuh ke tanah apabila kita membuat keputasan itu,tetapi sebenarnya kita adalah seorang yg kuat dan mampu berdiri teguh dikala badai datang melanda,mungkin ini yg terbaik bt kita,Allah itu maha adil.InsyaAllah,dia akan menemukan kita dengan seseorang yg lebih baik,yg boleh membimbing kita,membelai kita dgn penuh kasih sayang,bukannya dicaci,dihina,di cerca dan disumpah seranah.Semua mahkluk Allah adalah sama di mata-NYA.Berhenti menghukum seseorang atas kesalahan yg dilakukannya.Siapa kita? Kita juga pernah melakukan dosa,malah mungkin lebih teruk dari si dia :)

ADA? haha tolong cari sat.cari la sat,hampa cering tak bila tiba-tiba ada orang kata hampa bohsia/belen blala.I was like WOW,ehh budak ni kenapa? Makan cili apa,terasa pedasnya sampai mengeluarkan perkataan2 yang dia sendiri taktahu betul/tidak :DD
haha hebat bukan manusia,bila dah marah senang2 ja fitnah boleh tersebar.
nak buat mcmmana,takpaaa.depa buat depa tanggung =)

Hahaha ada nampak kata-kata makian tak dekat status bawah? Tadakann? Ehhh kenapa ada orang nak terasa bahangnya ni? OHHH.Kata-kata awak sangat tidak berasas,tunjuklah contoh yang baik kepada kami yang masih budak ni,jangan menggunakan kata-kata makian,macam tiada adab kot ABANG.Nampak macam tak matang lah pulak hm hm =)

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KAWAN-KAWAN-KAWAN-KAWAN-KAWAN-KAWAN-KAWAN-KAWAN-KAWAN-KAWAN-KAWAN-KAWAN-KAWAN-KAWAN-KAWAN-KAWAN

Haha,apa erti sebuah persahabatan? okayy aku sayang kawan kawan aku.serious tak tipu.

-Nurul asyikin bt shahroolzaman

-Nur Hidayah bt Abdul Ghani

okay entry ni act for them,depa byk tolong aku time susah.kami susah senang kebanyakannya sekali

aku suka kawan dengan depa,depa bukan jenis yang annoying * okay kadang2

Serious time aku sedih,depa dua byk tlg aku.

Dayah dgn ekin suka bt kerja gila like bunyi babi? krogh2 * muka hamster? okayy tikus angkat misai mcmmana? Thats Dayah! Haha

kadang2 agak menyakitkan hati but depa bt mcm2 nak bagi aku gelak,

even aku kenal dayah dalam tahun ni,tapi byk benda kot kami share sekali.

gelak sekali,masalah sekali,sedih sekali.if bt kerja jahat? kantoi sekali! hahaha

Serious,there's too much memories with them.

Aku sayang depa sangat2,kami ni jenis gila-gila.Jenis if salah sorang ada masalah,then kawan2 lain akan spend time and tolong =)

Yeahh that is what we ARE.

Tapi apa yang hampa rasa bila orang tiba-tiba takbagi hampa kawan dengan orang yang hampa sayang?

Means orang yang selalu susah senang dengan hampa? haha agak berat kan? mmg agak seksa la bila dok kawan elok2 then tiba2 ada makhluk Allah marah marah hampa.tak bagi lepak sekali.kes apa? kes cemburu,haha lagi?

kes cakap kawan hampa nih teruk.mcmtu mcmni,padahal dia tak pernah kenal hampa dengan lebih mendalam,

and hampa pun tak sanggup kot nak tgk kawan baik hampa sendiri dok makan maki? haha ada chance? sakit hati maaa.

so bila dah tegur baik2,kita pula yg diimaki.cakap mcm2 kat kita,orang yg tktau jadi tau.orang yg tkpatut tau tiba2 tau,

dengan murah hati pi cerita dkt orang lain masalah ni,haha mau rilek lahhh.kita adik adik kita mengalah,

nak cakap apa cakap,nak fitnah apa fitnah.Lagi boleh buat buat,

tapi apa pun jadi aku tak akan tinggal kawan aku kot.haha never =)

aku sayang dia dah mcm kakak aku sendiri,dia selalu ada time aku susah.apa apa masalah aku cerita dekat dia,

time dia ada masalah tak kan kami nak diam? HAH,dak dah kott.

Okayyy,takpa aku sanggup makan maki demi kawan2 aku,orang tktau diri aku siapa kecuali Abah dengan mama aku and kawan2 baik aku.

Ulang lagi sekali PARENTS AND BESTFRIEND :)

so,apa yang jadi apa yang hampa buat cerita kami tanggung.Allah ada dengan Hamba-Nya.

Allah sentiasa tolong orang yang teranaiya,yes maybe time kita senang kita lupa Dia,time kita susah kita cari dia.tapi dia sentiasa ada dengan kita,time kita susah.kita cari keredhaan dia,apa yang kita dapat bila berhadapan dengan-Nya? Hati yang tenang kot =)

Time tu mengadu lah apa nak mengadu,dalam tangisan or what.Dia sentiasa mendengar doa HambaNya tanpa mengenal erti jemu.

So just let them judge you and Allah will judge them,Let them spread the rumors.Just leave it to faith,There's karma and it gonna find YOU someday,

Iloveyou my best-friend-forever

Me LOVE Both Of YOU =)

It's over

2011-11-27T03:34:00.000-08:00

19 september 2011 - 27 November 2011

Okayy,update kali ni bukan pasal apa.just nak luah apa yg aku rasa.If dekat fb takboleh kot ada limit kan?
haha lagipun fb bukan tempat buat terok,tapi buat kawan * tapi dok buat terok juga kat fb
haaa.cakap ja pandai.hahah okay okay.
nampak mcm semua okay kan? nampak mcm aku happy kan?
YEAH YEAH aku happy ni,HAPPY okay? :')

okay,thaks dh bagi aku masa untuk semua ni.and aku dah buat keputusan,aku tktau apa risiko dia.tapi aku dah ambik keputusan tu and aku rasa aku
patut terima apa yg akan jadi,right? haha.act semua nmpk okay.yeahh mmg okay.dia baik,dia faham aku.tak pernah aku jumpa lagi lelaki mcm dia.
orang lain gaduh hang aku pasal minta izin dekat bf/gf nak keluar lepak,tapi dia?
'ohh okay,tc jaga diri tu.jaga nama baik mama abah'
hah nampak tak permainannya? * okay aku potong stim.

Dari situ boleh nampak kot cara dia layan aku mcmmana,dia tk pernah control life aku.dia byk nasihat,okay orang lain mesti tk kan lepas dia kan? but in this situation i had to!
Okay,hampa tk kan pernah faham apa masalah dia sekarang,aku pun tkboleh nak cerita okay.private sgt.so yg tau tu tau laa apa masalah dia.
sorry sgt2 weh bukan niat aku nak buat mcmni,
tapi hg igt kan apa aku cakap time hg call aku tu,ayat last aku kan?
Aku takboleh pi la main dgn masalah ni.if masalah lain boleh lagi,tapi masalah tuu.
hmmm sumpah aku tkmau,bukan jenis aku nak bagi orang pecah belah ni.aku takmau,aku takboleh aku hope hg faham.
aku msg hg aku cakap apa?

' okay thanks for giving me time,but i think it will be easier,friend? okay lets just be friend.I know itshard but we have to.Im so sorry
thanks for everything,i've to let you go starting from now.I hope you'll understand and put yourself in my situation right now,Im stuck. I dont know if you'd be do the same but this is my desicion.please do respect it.thankyou =) '

but erghh no reply kann? aku tau hang tak kan reply.sorry for hurting you.seriously aku kena buat.sorry sangat-2
mmg orang ckp eleh couple 2 month lebih ja,tapi depa tktau apa yg hg dh bt.hg byk support aku,hg bt mcm2 kat aku.
bukan aku tak appreciate tapii..
okay lah,aku just tkmau benda jadi lagi teruk thats why aku bt mcmni.aku hope apa yg aku buat ni betul.
untuk kebaikan hg,aku dan semua 'pihak'
sorry sangat wehhh.
aku hope kita boleh jadi kawan bukan musuh.
tu ja aku mau.

okay orang mesti ckp,laa hg yg mintak break then hg nk buat terok pa? -.-'
okayy mmg aku yg mintak tapi aku kena lepas dia okay.dh diam.berat aku nk bt semua ni tapi dah nama pun terpaksa.
so just shut the fucked up.
Hampa tktau apa masalah kami yg betoi :')
byeeeee.

still remember this? haha

It's time to let you go,good bye sayang :')

It's all about him ;)

2011-10-05T07:49:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum! Ehem ehemmm,hatudiaaa.blog aku ishhh terok sgt dh tgk ni,
berhabuk bersawang semua ada nohh.haha
tedia,mau rilek.propaganda semua ini,
ok tgk title pun dh dpt tgkap kan aku nk cerita pasal apa?
Haaa itu dia,
Wan muhammad Ariff Farhan Wan Azmi

Ok budak omeyy ni,saye suke dekat die la,saye sayang die.kenapeee? tak percaye ea?
alolo,percaye la percaye laaa.manada tami tipuuu,
ampaa ni amau laaa :'(

Ok fine,gilaaa.haha ok budak laki yg bernama paan ni.serious dia baik gila kott.
kami kenal dkt gig,ok act aku dh kenal dia ni dari aku form 1.
and then time 1st time tgk dia dulu.
eh eh comei la budak ni * dalam hati laa
tgk2 form 4,hatudiaaa.jadi pkwe aku dh nooo =='
HAHA bodo aih paah ni.merapu paa aih :DD

Aku accept dia time pukul 11 mlm, 19 september 2011 ;)
Mana syiokk pun time dia nk propose tuu
ace ayat ni cek oi,tk lupa aih!
' WOULD YOU BE MINE? '
weyyyy suka >.<
gentle kot,awwww.and then lepas 3 kali dia dok tnya
aku pun ckp la ' yes,you're accepted '
:DD
hewhew,ape ni ape ni?
hehe ok aku nk ckp terima kasih dkt pait sbb dia la aku boleh close dgn si paan nih :D
Si ekin dayah PHobiar FIika and so on laaa.
sumpah aku bahagia dapat kenal dia.tapi kami dclare dkt fb pun lmbt sikit,
nidia gmbaq

picture atas tu picture 1st aku upload baca caption laaa.pakai baju si sayang budak omeyyy.
hehe thanks bie bgi kt hunny sat nohhh.jgn risau,hunny jaga aih.Bau bie pun tk hilang2 lagi.
tobat rinduuu weyyy! :DD
Haha yg tkleh blah tu satu jaa,baru couple brapa hari tktau dia dh dengar aku menagis terok2 dh,selop cek oi.
hahaha kes apa? yg kes moto aku hilang tu,gila betoi.aku call dia kesian dia kena layan prngai aku yg setengah gila dh time tuuu,sabaq la bie noh :DD

aku tau ada yg terkejut aku couple dgn paan,biasalah.Paan ni baik,ramai org sayang,ramai org suka.Aku pula?

orang yg tk kenal aku selalu judge aku,padahal aku tkpernah kacau hidup depa and ada yg aku tkpernah ambik port lgsung.tapi apa depa bt kt aku? depa ckp mcm2 pasal aku,mmg aku tk boleh bt apa la dgn mulut org kan.nk bt mcmmana,orang yg tk kenal aku tiba2 terus label aku mcm2.Aku dh selalu sgt kena mcmni,kadang2 yg aku tkpernah kenal pun ada yg bawa mulut pasal aku.

Aku tak salahkan orang yang tk puas hati dekat aku,tk suka dekat aku.mcm kwn2 aku ckp tadi,maybe depa tk dpt accept social life aku,cara aku.
But nobody's perfect right? I just need my own space,and I need time to change.
So pleaseeee,don't judge me without knowing me first,and then it's depends on you.Respect mylife pleaseee :(

takperlu la bt semua tuu,bahan aku blala.tkperlu ok.hampa ada life sndiri kan? mcmmana if hmpa dkt tmpat aku? apa hmpa rasa? Bila tktau apa then tiba2 kena bahan.BEST kann? mmg best pun,aku salute hmpa la yg mana dok guna nama aku jadi bahan tuuu.tkpa hmpa dh cukup perfect,tkpernah bt salah lgsung kan.tkpa hampa MAMPU.aku boleh ignore ja semua ni,tapi smpai bila? aku pun nk juga hidup tenang,

aku berkawan dgn semua org,boleh kata aku ni agak peramah la.tapi ada tempat juga,tk kan lah aku tk kenal hmpa tiba2 aku nk p syum2 kan? tk ka gila semua tuu.ergh biaq la aku malas nk ckp apa sgt,tapi satuuu ja yg aku minta.Jangan la label aku sukahati hmpa,if benda2 buruk yg hmpa dengar tu dari org yg rapat dgn aku and mmg slalu berkepit dgn aku,melepak sekali apa maybe aku boleh terima.

tapi kalau dari orang yg tkpernah lepak dgn aku or jarang lepak dgn aku,just pernah jmpa 2 3 kali tu better tkpayah laa.simpan ja kata kata hampaaaa.

Fitnah yg yg lebih :') aku tk kisah dah,yang aku tau aku ada kawan2 yg sentiasa dgn aku time susah senang

Ekin,dayah,kakak,pait,luffy,ambia and lain2.

-Ok bie, ILOVEYOUSOMUCH.Thanks for everything,thanks for understand me.Thanks for being there for me when I need you,

I will keep you with me in myheart,you always there,you're everywhere.I wont hurt you.Your are the one.I hope you'll be my last one,One in a million.Hold my promises :>

2011-08-11T14:53:00.000-07:00

Never regret anything that has happened in your life. It cannot be changed, undone, or forgotten so take it as a lesson learned and move on. :')

Been through just about everything
that i could go through when it comes to relationships
dont know what i was missing or why i aint listen
when i told myself that was it
but here i go hurt again cause
of my curiosity now that its over
what else could it be
besides a cheat.I made a promise.never to settle (why didnt i keep it)
cos i needed the heart break,cryin and cheatin the fooling around

Im not going through emotions.waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u,u might had me open
but i must be goin because i got life to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go but this time its different.I dont even feel the distance
im not missing,im not missing u

its a shame in a way cos i feel that i may not
ever fine the right one for me.did i leave him this year
i didnt find a face oh.will my true love ever be
how could i go on a search again.when i know what the end will be
what good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

___________________________________________________________________________________

It's time to go.I just want you to know that Iloveyou and Ineedyou.really.yes,I do but I think I should move on with mylife.you'll be nothing after this,hopeless.As you know this'd be difficult but I had to do so! Since I realize that you're only gonna break my heart,not for the first time,twice

but ... I know It's me who say goodbye.and thats the hardest thing to do,cause you're mean so much to me.

you were there to light my day,you were there to guide me thru,from my days on and on,I'll never stop thinking of you.

How could I forgt all that? when you're the one who make me smile,you'll always be apart of me.HOW I WISH YOU'RE STILL MINE.I hope I will not regret,I hope this's the best decision of mine.See you again, and btw thanks for the memories,I do appreciate what ever you used to do for me.Don't worry,after this.All things will be back to normal.your life will be happier than now.like it used to,before we're meet :')

Do take care yourself,I'm gonna miss you,your voice,your laugh,your touch,your kiss,your smell,everything about you :')

Salam.

Faithfully,

- Noor Farah Fazeera Bahadot

___________________________________________________________________________________

# love make you stupid

Sekali lagi :')

2011-08-08T06:10:00.000-07:00

Hi,lama sungguh blog aku tak diupdate nohh.
cewah,asal mukadimah ja msti ayat atas tuu.kalau hmpa perasan la.hahaha biarkan :p
Apa aku nak kata haa?
Ohh tkdala.Aku ni kan ada time aku boleh jadi jiwengg sikit tau.
Haha tapi nk bt lagumana,ni lah aku.
Bkn apa,kadang2 nk kena layan juga jiwa ni.
kacau selalu,tk kan nk pendam kot kan.Blog ni ada apa guna?
Kalau tkmau guna baik toksah bt account kan kan kan?
Hampa kata ya lekaih :p
tudia jenis paksa hahaha.biaqpih!

Apadia apadia?
Aku nak hbaq,time aku tulis blog ni maybe aku otw nak gila dh kot.
otak aku ni tk brapa betoi.maybe pasai process inhalation aku tk brapa nk ok kot.
Oxygen tuuu kurang masuk.Haha ni kes dia pasai oxygen kat dlm low,kt luaq higher.
tu yg cacat tu,spatutnya kat dalam higher,kt luaq lower barula oxygen tu boleh diffuse out from alveolus p kot blood
cappilaries then haemoglobin dihangkut mnjadi oxyhaemoglobin ke lung.
Tudia! aku merapu apa nih?
dok bawak masuk biology tang sini pulak.
see see,dh mmg sah2 otak aku mmg nk jem dh -.-'
hahaha.
hmpa jgn dok kata apa sgt la kan.besala org baru lepas masuk hospital sakit jiwa,
haa tudia.awat hg tk hbaq kata rumah mayat teruih farah?
-.-'
hahaha bodo la awat aku jadi mcmni?
Ishhhhh.
Ya Allah ya tuhanku,
Bantulah hambamu yg sedang buntu ini.
aku masih mencari jalan keluar dari segala masalah ni.
masalah apa?
apa punca dia?
Haha masalah yg tk pernah pasti dalam hidup aku.
pergolakan yg berlaku semasa alam remaja.
percintaan?
haha cinta,apa itu cinta?
org selalu ckp.kalau nk bercinta,time kita dh sedia.bkn time kita sunyi.
tapi aku ckp,kalau nak bercinta.
make sure ada smgt yg kuat,boleh tempuh segala dugaan.
Kalau tk reti nk bercinta.jgn bercinta!
Boleh pegang benda tu?
:)
Tedia,arif dalam percintaan?
Hell yeah.If aku PANDAI aku tk stuck la dlm situation laguni,
haha
situation apa? Berkongsi kasih?
sapa suka? :DD
Wow.habis madu sepah dibuang.MADU ITU RACUN.
haha,time time mcmni terasa mcm nk layan lagu ( DI ANTARA KALIAN - D'MASIV ) la pulak
boleh teqa tuu?
haha.
ok maybe aku yg salah dlm ni.
maybe aku terlalu muda lagi nak faham semua bnda ni.
Baru 16 tahun hidup beb :)
Tapi susah la.pglaman hidup masing2 kan.apa nk kata?
Maybe org yg dh lepas alam remaja pun tk pernah rasa apa yg aku rasa skrg ni.
Well,aku nk ckp pun payah tang sini.
apa yg aku cerita,aku cerita la.yg aku tk cerita tuu,aku simpan dlm hati ja.
kadang2 kebenaran tkperlu diketahui.Cukuplah sekadar menjadi rahsia hidup kita kerana kebenaran mungkin akan
melukai hati sesetengah pihak.
apa yg terjadi?
Biarlah rahsia.Lebih seminggu aku menghilangkan diri.
Blah dari dunia fb.Hp? OFF.
Aku cuma perlukan masa.MASA.
tu yg aku perlu.ketenangan yg dicari ketika itu.tada bnda lain dh.
tu ja aku nak.aku nk jiwa aku tenang.hilang dari dunia ni bt seketika.
tapi ketenangan yg aku cari tu tk dapat pun.hati aku tetap tkboleh buang nama dia.kt scola happy ja nmpk,
kt rumah.duduk sorang2 menangis.haha.kt scola pun kdg2 mengelamun sorang2 time cikgu ajaq :/
aneh sungguh prngai.haiee aku rindu aku yg dulu!
Aku tau tkda org kisah bila aku menghilangkan diri.
TAK PERNAH ADA ORG KISAH.
yes.takda org kisah pasal aku.so apa guna aku online,apa guna aku pegang hp kt tgn?
Takda guna wehh.
selamat hp tu hp kak aku ja.if hp aku dh lama aku baling tau dak?
omgeeee.kes ni la hp aku tkpernah elok.
semua hp yg aku guna rosak.
apa daknya,tension habih aku lempaq tepi.
qelai la satu2 nk kena perbetoi keypad tktau kemana,battery lagi.
hahaha.apa nk jadi ni farah? bljaq la menghargai sama.
ishh kes tu la aku pakai hp murah!
hmpa tau apa.baling pun dok elok lagi :DD
Haa sudah,gila balik dh.haha
hmpa ni tk sporting la.biaq la aku nk gila2 st.hehe hilang tension sikit boleh dok bt kacau pala tang sini.

selfish ka aku terus menghilangkan diri mcmtu ja?
oh mannn.apa nih?
selfish.selama aku hilang ni life aku serabut gila.
tk kira dgn masalah kesihatan lagi.
aku sakit pasai 'hg' tau dak.sakit :)
tapi apa? hg tkdak time aku perlukan hg.
haha tkpaaa.aku rasa tkpenting pun untuk hg ada.
hg tk pernah kisah aku kan.aku tk penting.
Bkn niat aku nk jealous tapi kalau hg diberi pilihan.
contohnya,aku dgn DIA tgh lintas jalan.tiba2 ada kereta mai.
siapa yg hg nk selamatkan?
Haha.mesti la DIA yg menjadi pilihan kan.
Aku tk salahkan hg.dia kan baik,bertudung,perangai elok,byk sabaq dgn hg.
Dia yg ubah hg jadi hg yg skrg kan.Haha ni apa yg hbaq kt aku la.
Hg kata hg sayang aku.bila aku minta penjelasan hg terang semua yg hg bt kt aku.
time tu baru aku sedaq yg hg sayang aku.
lagipun hg lelaki 1st yg keluarkan air mata untuk aku.
Hg kata hg sayang.ahhh,lu sembang ah! * kl gangster pulak tang ni
haha.that's why aku payah nk lepas hg.sungguh ckp weh.sumpah aku tk bohong.
apa yg hg bt semua perfect kt mata aku.
even kita gaduh,awal2 tu hg punca kita gaduh
tapi mai last2 tu mesti nampak mcm aku yg salah.aku yg jadi punca.
hg pusing sampai aku rasa aku yg jahat dok cari pasai.
aku pula yg rasa bersalah.
haha aku minta maaf.apa sgt la yg ada pada maaf kan?
Hg dh jemu dgaq aku minta maaf.apa? hg yg kata kan.
Aku kan jenis minta maaf tapi aku akan bt bnda yg sama balik :')
Hg la kata.aku tk salahkan hg.
biasala perempuan.
jealous aku kt hg,even bawak mai gajah sekoq dua pun tkboleh katop.
tapi hg tk igt? lepas mlm yg aku kacau masa tidoq hg tu.hari jumaat.oncall smpai pkoi 4 pagi.
esok tu aku call hg,aku ckp elok lembut gila2.
aku call hg tk pickup.then hg msg kata hg dok kt luaq dgn kwn.
then aku ckp apa? aku ckp balik text i kan.
tapi hg tk text.then pkoi 3 lebih aku call hg.nk tnya hg balik ka dak lagi.
hg pick up.
hg dok tidoq kot.haa tkpa.aku bt apa? aku ckp lembut mcm biasa ja.ada aku marah ka,aku tggu hg smpai brapa jam
tiba2 call hg tidoq kan.phewww :DD
aku tetap ckp dlm nada yg gembira,nothing's change.
then tiba2 tkda angin tkda ribut msg masuk.
hg kata apa? ahhh.tu hg ja tau.aku malas nk mention.
tapi yg sure hg suruh aku try kuaq dari life hg kan,biaq org tktau kata aku dgn hg
tapi kita still kwn.
makna kata kt hp still oncall still msg tapi dkt fb diam jgn update apa2 pasai hg ;)
wow.mana tersentap pun aku.
haha.then aku reply.ayat last aku bila hg tnya
'tadapa.bye'

tu msg last aku.then aku update status dkt fb

ya pasaipa aku update kt status?
even hg tkda dlm friend aku.hg ada pass aku.
aku ulang lagi sekali 'YOU ADA PASSWORD I'
dan password fb aku dua org ja tau
'dia' dgn ekin.
see betapa percayanya aku kt dia.
haha.selama ni aku tk pernah bagi password aku kat siapa2.
even bf aku sndiri yg dh berbulan2 cople.
dari myspace lagi prngai aku mcmtu.
tk percaya kt org.
tapi dia?
dia lain :) aku tktau why aku percaya sgt kt dia.why aku syg sgt kt dia.
kadang2 aku harap aku ni tkdak hati.
maybe dgn cara ni aku tk kan pernah kenal erti penderitaan.
kat mulut aku maybe dh tk terucap kata2 sayang.kata2 cinta.
tapi dalam hati hanya Allah Swt ja yg tau.
bayangan dia tk pernah lepas dari hidup aku.
aku tkpernah relakan hati aku ni nk lepas dia.
aku tunggu dia.yes aku tunggu dia.
Dia tk pernah jemu nk ubah aku.aku tkboleh lupa ayat dia.

- you sembahyang tak lagi?
- dak.
- Bila you nak sembahyang? sembahyang la you.
- Hmmm.
- Haa?
- Nnti i sembahyang la.
- Nnti tu bila?
- Bila..... I hitam rambut
- Bila you nak hitam rambut? you p hitam rambut esok.
- apadiaaa!?
- esok i nk rambut u hitam.u sembahyang.
- err,nnti la i hitam.
- nnti tu bila?
- tahun depan..
- you sure ka u hidup lagi time tu?
* tersentap.
- you awat kata lagutu?
- dak,bnda i tktau.u pun tktau.u confirm ka u hidup lagi time tu?
* diam.kelu lidah.hilang dlm bicara.
- I nk tgk you berubah dlm bulan puasa ni juga.I tk kira.I nak you sembahyang
- you jgn tekan i * air mata berlinang.
- I tk tekan you.I nk hbaq kt u.i nk tgk u berubah
- Hmm,tgkla lepas raya ka.
- lepas raya? you janji?
- I tkboleh janji.you minta bnda yg ..
- apa? you nk kata apa? i minta bnda yg you tkboleh bt? sama mcm ayat u guna time i minta u lepas i?
- * silence
- you yg nk i close dgn u.you igt msg tu.you want me to guide you.now i try nk ubah you,aku tk bagi pulaa.
- * silence
- biaq la kita nk terok ka apa ka.nk pakai short ka apa pun,yg penting sembahyang tu jaga.buat atleast satu waktu.

mlm seterusnyaa.

- you sembahyang tk lagi?
- sayanggg, sayanggg , sayangggg.
- Hah? * terkejut you buang tebiat ka apa ( act lama dia tk pggil aku syg )
- sayang sembahyang laa,sayangg sembahyang laa

:')
See dia tkpernah jemu suruh aku berubah.bukan aku tkda niat nk berubah.tapi...
taktaula.aku rasa aku tk cukup kuat lagi.aku tkmau aku berubah st2 ja.nnti iman aku goyang aku p
bt blik bnda yg aku penah bt :(
aku tkmau.jadi mcm mempersendakan pula.hmmm
dia sampai nk bawa aku p satu tmpat la.aku tekan tnya dia tkmau hbaq.
last2 skli,dia hbaq.dia nk bawa aku p kubur.dgaq org baca talkin.
-.-'
mana cering pun aku :/
Aku tau,tapi hmm.Tk semestinya lani hmpa tgk aku laguni.nnti pun aku laguni.
manusia,bila sampai masa dia.InsyaAllah.
Terima kasih Ya Allah.kau temukan aku dgn dia.

'I sayang you.maybe you tercari2 i,mana i hilangkan diri.hp off.blah mcmtu ja.i tktau or maybe you bt tk kisah ja,
you tkpernah sedaq yg i menghilang? you tkpernah sedaq tkda call masuk dari i,msg dari i? maybe u tkpernah tau i
tolak hp i tepi,sbb maybe u tkpernah call i.tk mcm dulu2 dh.selagi i tk pick up call u.
selagi i tk on hp.you tk henti2 call.msg.pujuk i.cari i merata.p tnya kwn2 i yg i hilang p mana.bila i on hp ja haa
tudia misscall dari u.msg dari u.pnya la byk.
tapi skrg
siapa tau kan? maybe you dh tk peduli.I nk ada ka tkda ka,
biaq p.lagi you happy kan tada org cari pasal dgn you.takda org bagi you tension.I cuma nak you jaga diri.That's
all.I selalu sayang you,tunggu you.I dh ckp I tk cukup kuat nk hapus you dari hidup i.I rindu you.
Assalamualaikum '

-25/5/2011. 1st time skype.time ni la hati aku start suka dgn prngai dia :)

then 5/6/2011 1st meet dkt tasik,darulaman.then lepak sekali almost everyday.
-11/6/2011 last meet dkt berek polis.kenduri kakak aku.
Dia balik kl mlm tu.aku tkpernah sgka haritu hari last dia kiss pipi aku.dahi aku.
patulah aku berat hati nk lepas dia balik.
then baru2 ni
kami jumpa lagi dkt tasik.
:')

- Biar masa yang sembuhkan I.I hope you tak marah I jadi mcmni :')

Frustration

2011-06-30T06:06:00.000-07:00

Oh Memories!
Where'd you go?
You were all I've ever known!
How I miss yesterday!
How'd I let it fade away?
:')
Ok let's start now.
I'm Noor Farah Fazeera,owner of this blog * which this post is made by me
Me,only me.

Ok,agak lama kan aku tk update blog ni.
haha bersawang mcm biasala kan?
argh,biar la.bkn ada org nk usha2 sgt kan?
ehemmm,ada cek oi jenis stalker ehem2 ni :D
let 'em be.

ok,now aku tktau aku dlm situation mana?
frust? sedih? suka? benci? GILA?
err call me crazy!
YES,I AM.HOHO
takat2 la dh jadi gila sungguh la kan,
aku nak tau cerita dari awal?
mai sini mai aku nk cerita,

aku dgn budak ni kwn,dok kuaq skli apa.
mmg cuti skolah 2 minggu tu luang masa sama2 la byk dgn dia.
siang ptg mlm kuaq,
mngadap muka masing2,tk jemu
makin hari makin syg,
and bnda ni jadi makin serious bila aku ambil risko kenalkan dia dekat family,
yeah famly tau aku kwn dgn dia.see betapa seriousnya aku dgn dia?
my god --'

Ok bnda ni semua berubah lepas dia balik kl semula.
mmg kami text,mcm biasa.skype setiap mlm,
after skype oncall.tkpenah bosan,
tiada PERKATAAN BOSAN la dalam relationship ni.
ohh mcm sweet ja kan dgaq? hahaha
mmg,dia agak sweet.dia pndai layan aku.pndai jaga hati.
dia snyum manis.
aku suka tgk dia happy,dia gelak.
aku suka cara dia,
dia boleh bimbing aku dari gaya dia.
tapi nk bt mcm mana kan? hmm

Kami start bergaduh,
bila aku tau dia ada prmpuan lain bfore aku,
tapi depa kwn ja,mmg rapat.
Cik N nama dia * malas nk mention
ok cik N ni tau aku kwn dgn si lelaki ni,
dia tau apa yg kami bt sama2,msg,kuaq,fb blala.
same goes to me,
aku tau bila depa oncall,msg pkol brapa?
haha jujur kan lelaki ni?
apa yg dia bt semua dia cerita,
dia jujur dgn aku,dia tknak tipu aku.

tapi tiba2,

25-June-2011
dia ckp dia nk balik kedah esok.
well niat nk berjumpa tapi aku ada dkt pahang.
and dia pun tk confirm awal2 nk balik.
hmmm well biarlah.
then start mlm dia ada dkt kedah tu,
kami bergaduh.

mlm bfore dia balik kedah tu,
dia ada ckp yg CIK N DH ADA ORG LAIN.
so aku mcm diam jea la,nk ckp apa kan?

tiba2 dia makin lama makin pelik,
and kami bergaduh besar lepas dia minta satu bnda ni kt aku
bnda yg aku tk boleh bt and mmg tkda niat nk bt :'(

' you,i nk minta satu ja dari u.boleh dak? you jgn syg i sgt.i tkmau nnti u hanyut jauh,i syg dkt u.that's why i minta mcmni '

' awt u ni haa? apa yg u ckp ni? hg gila ka apa? * mula melenting '

' i syg u,u kena faham.i tk mintak bnda len,i mintak bnda ni jaa.tlgla,jgn syg i sgt '

' awt psaipa? biaq kt i la i nk syg u,u kalot pa? diri i! kalau u syg i u tk kan mintak bnda pelik2 ni aih '

' i tkmau u sakit psai i,u paham dak! i takut i game u nnti,u nk ka nnti kita kwn lama then tiba2 u dgar i kluar dgn prmpuan lain,u nak!? '

*** air mata mulai gugur :')

' dak awat u jadi mcmni,apa msalah u? i syg u kot '

' lani i nk hbaq kt u,i tk percaya perempuan dh,bagi i semua perempuan sama.jahat.i tk kan caya prempuan kecuali darah daging i sndiri.prmpuan jahat,dua kali dh i kena mcmni.prmpuan yg i tk expect nk tinggal i,p mcmtu ja.u faham dak sakit dia mcm mana? '

' u,smua prmpuan tk sama ok,i syg u.awat u bt mcmni.tu depa,biaq kt depa la,apa kena mngena i dgn msalah u? bkn i yg bt u jadi mcmni.i tk penah bt apa pun kt u,i stay dgn u sorang ja.u check inbox i ada msg dgn org lain? ada? ADA KA? tak kan? lani sorry to say,apa yg u mintak tu i tk boleh tunaikan.sorry sgt2.i syg u.satu ja i mintak,jgn mintak apa yg u mintak lani.u nk i bt apa? i bt,tpi bkn bnda ni '

__________________________________________________________________________________

tettt * then dh jadi mcmni.
dia start la explain pnya explain smpai satu tahap tu,kami dua2 menangis :(
* 1st time laki menangis psal aku

patuuu dh igt settle dh semua ni,
esok tu msg mcm biasa.
tiba2 dia tk reply,
dia hilang entah kemana * tuuu ayat aku :D

tiba2 dia hnta msg mlm tu,suruh call st.
aku pun call la.tiba2 dia ckp,

' u,kita jgn text boleh dk? i need time,please 1 week ja,nnti lepasni i cari u balik. bagi i masa,u boleh tk tlg faham i? i nk hidup dlm dunia i sndri '

ok aku pun try faham dia,eventho susah gila!
aku bagi dia masa,igtkan nk settle dh
tiba2 hari ketiga dia sent pula msg!

'you,i dh jadi gila.you jgn syg i.muktamat.you cari org lain'

omg,if hmpa jadi aku hmpa bt apa haa? tlg habaq st,
mmg time ni if tgk aku,nk tahap gila ada dh la.
then im dkt fb,
bergaduh laa.apa lagi.smpai aku deactive acc * st ja pun haha

THE BEST PART

dia pnya nk bgi aku benci dia,
dgn cara ni ja aku boleh lepas dia.
ok maybe dia fikir mcmni kan :)
so dia bt mcm2 nk bagi aku benci dia.
dia wall-to-wall dgn perempuan lain
siap ada love2 segala.

Ya Allah.hnya Allah ja tau betapa sakitnya hati aku time tu,
scroll wall dia sambil air mata dok kuaq.
SAKIT YA ALLAH,SAKIT.
AWAT AKU KENAL DIA? AWAT DIA BT AKU MCMNI? APA SALAH AKU?
APA YG TK KENA DI MATA DIA?
TEROK GILA AKU RASA.

then tk ckup dgn tuu,dia dok gedik dgn prmpuan tu.
aku dh ckp stop semua ni,tpi dia bt tktau.
dia nk juga aku bnci dia.
pheww.
tiba2 ada satu statement yg dia bt.
bnda ni la yg bagi aku bnci kt dia.
benci :(

gulahaty vormica: kwn kwn jugak,tpi tkpa i tggu u.if nnti u dh ok mcm dulu ok la
:)
take your time la,tk kan slmanya nk mcmni kan
Him : xyh tnggu
gulahaty vormica: haieee
Him : you nmpk kn i ngan org laen skrg?
gulahaty vormica: tu hak i
Him : so xyh dok tnggu
gulahaty vormica: org lain? apadia? apa mksud u?
Him : you nmpk kn i dok msra ngan bdak tu.
gulahaty vormica: u pasaipa?
Him : u nk ganggu buatapa.apa yg pasaipa?
gulahaty vormica: aik ckp tk serupa bikin
Him : hahaha.mmg p0wn
gulahaty vormica: u nk kt dia lani? :)
Him : :P
urmmmm i nk dkt dya.pueh haty?

[5:00:15 PM] gulahaty vormica: ok thanks bye .

THE LAST ONE :)
THEN AKU UPDATE STATUS.THEN REMOVE DIA DARI FRIENDLIST.
KEJAM KA AKU?
AKU HANYA BT APA YG DIA NAK.DIA NAK SELAMA NI.
DIA TK PERNAH FIKIR PERASAAN AKU.DIA SELFISH.
DIA DOK NAK JUGA DKT PRMPUAN TU.AKU TK FAHAM APA MSALAH DIA.
PMPUAN TU DH GAME DIA.OMG.
THEN DIA NK BALAS DKT PRMPUAN LAIN PULA?
HEYY MAN! LET BYGONES BE BYGONES LA WEY
AKU TAK FAHAM SEMUA NI.ARGH!
APA MASALAH DIA? APA MSALAH AKU? WHY AKU TERBABIT SAMA?
KENAPA AKU YG PERLU TANGGUNG SEMUA NI?
WHY? WHAT I'VE DONE?
NOTHING! READ THIS NOTHING!
:(
OK,SO ALL OF THSE SHIT HAPPENED BCAUSE OF ME.
IS IT WRONG LOVING SOMEONE?
MY GOD.

bnda yg aku akan igt

' why u bt i mcmni? apa salah i? '

' i bkn bt dkt u sorang,i tknak game u.so thats why i tk bgi u syg i,i tknak u sakit pasal i nnti,i syg kt u.i fikir psal u.

'I akan bt perempuan lain yg syg i mcmni lepasni '

see?
Dia nk balas dkt perempuan lain.Well I've nothing to say anymore :'(
dia tknak aku jadi pelik2 pasal dia,that's why dia bt semua ni.
tpi dia tk pesan dkt girl lain? nmpk tk?
that's mean,haha aku tktau la dia nk balas dendam dkt siapa.
dia dh benci PEREMPUAN :')

you dah tkda kt sini,tkda siapa dh nk tlg kesat air mata i.
Thanks for everything.
bohong la if i ckp i tk syg u kan?
You're mean everthing to me,but now it's over.
You yg nk mcmni.
kita boleh slowly,go on if boleh.
but u dh gve up,belum apa apa lagi u dh tinggal i.
u tk faham i langsung,u tk faham apa yg i nak.
Tkpa I redha dgn semua ni,u menyesal kenal i?
I tk menyesal kenal u,byk kenagan yg u bagi dkt i.u tlg i ubati hati i time tgh terok kena dgn jntan tu.u byk tlg i.thanks.
I'm gonna miss you.Mcm org kata,if jodoh tk kemana.
goodbye mohd amirul aizzat bin abdul rahim :')

Blogger --'

2011-03-19T23:54:00.000-07:00

weyyyyyy,aku baru perasan bila buka blog aku guna lap,
page tk kuaq full la :'(
erk,tk suka tk sukaaaaa
damnnn.tk kan nk kena edit lain kot?
ergh,nnti la bila rajin nah nah?
boleh dak?
boleh la nahhh :D :D
piwwit,
ahha ni aku ada screan capture kan page yg betoi :D

kaih kaih bukak!

Click picture to enlarge :D

Haaa, apa macam? boleh tara tuuu.

haha mmg annoying la if bukak guna lap,tmbh2 lagi bila guna notebook

my god,tk full kot.

tkmau2 --'

errrr,nnti plan dgn aten apa semua,nk p karaoke record2 next cover !

piwwit,Wait for the next songgggg.

Guess what song I'll be sing?

Haaa,lets just keep it as secret :P

and then

SUPRISEEEEE ! :D

Mixed up !

2011-03-18T12:27:00.000-07:00

Hello reader :D
How are you doing,guys?
I hope all of you are doing fine,
well whattt?
what do you see right now?
Haha,yes !
New background --'
Is it 'awesomelicious' enough?
I think so! Nahhh , NOT PRETTY ENOUGH?
Aww,Do I care?
:D
Take a note : SIAPA TIRU MEMANG BUAT AKU BARAAA.HAHAA

Back to the topic,since I've put ' mixed up' as the title of this post,
Of course I'm about mixing up all stories right now.
hahaha.lalala :D :D

14/03/2011
weddings :

From the left : Naimah , Farhana , Illiyiin , Me

* ;)

Me , faris , farhana

Faris and me

Farhana and me

Again , Got faris there !

Naimah , elyn and me :D

Yes,what a nice day ! I love themm for sure xoxoxo!

Ok,last one I just want you to know that I'm so addicted to her , whose?
NAJWALATIF,
ok here's her latest post :D
Back to december , I love you :D :D

And this song is so OVER me ! I just like ' whoaaa , she's doing a cover of this song ! What theeee ? This is my fav song ! '
My god.I love you Bruno mars and thanks Najwa for doing this cover.
Last word : SALUTE ;)

what else? Yes ! My hw are calling me right now, so night buddies ops morning :D
Fyi : It's 3:22 AM already :D
Yes,with mat benny right now --'
miow miow

OK , LOVE GULAHATY :)

Capital H I M

2011-03-16T14:38:00.000-07:00

Waktu terasa semakin berlalu,tinggalkan cerita tentang kita

akan tiada lagi kini tawamu,tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati :(

well well well , hello guys lama tk update kan?

btw tgh boring ni,haaa it's 4.43 AM already and guess what?

I haven't sleepy yet,so what tha hell-o?

err --'

Act baru lepas on call :)

Imissyou,lama tak dengar suara you.

sumpah Imissyousangatsangat,tapi yg 1st part ja happy then 2nd tu gaduh la kan,

mcm selalu

we used to ____________

Him : awat hg kira hg ja,aku ni hg tk kira?

Me : hang awat?

Him : hang penah p ________ dak?

Me : Dak.
Him : hang jgn bhong.hg penah p dak?
Me : dak.

Him : penah dak?

Me : DAK ! * tengking

Him : haaa saja pun,weh aku tau hbeh la,hg igt aku tk sakit hati dgaq org cita psai hg? penah hg pikiaq?
Me : hg awat?menatang pa hg ni?mana penah aku p!
Him : time hg skolah petang dulu?
Me : _________________________ * diam

then kami gaduh.gaduh gaduh gaduh.
aku msg dia : aku tak suka oqg ungkit kisah silam aku.if dulu aku tqok,biaqla.bkn aku jenis bagi kt jantan.dulu dulu la.lanie lanie la.

Aku tau,msti org yg cita tu tokok tmbah pnya dlm cita ni.
haram sungguh.dasar --'
tapi sumpah aku diam tang kena ayat
" haaa saja pun,weh aku tau hbeh la,hg igt aku tk sakit hati dgaq org cita psai hg? penah hg pikiaq? "

:(
I'm sorry for being too emotional :(
It's not about I am coward for something that I've done.
It's about sensitivity!
I've got angry when people keep talking about something that I never do And I'll never do in this age
what the fuck of them?
well,
Haters? They just give me more strength and show that I should not be messed with.
waittt,nvm I dont give a DAMN ok?
Just say whatever you want,but I am still me,myself.
Yourself? You're nobody :')
Dont you know how to stop babbling?
pleaseeee.just stop
spreading rumors
Haters --'
I love you! --'

:')

* time oncall --'

JOYYYYYYYYYY

2011-02-02T01:52:00.000-08:00

Haha , hell-o anybody there ? ECO !
penah dgaq dak ? mcm penah kan ? hahaha tkpenah ?
tkpenah diam ok xD
grr , boring weh boring
tktau nk bt apani.grr
esok raya cina noh.mlm ney mesti traffic jemmmmmm.
Btw , aku tk kuaq mana kot harini , pasal abg faizal call tadi
dia ckp jgn kuaq p mana , harini polis operasi dari pkol 3 ptg , smpai mlm
so , aku duudk rumah jala harini.
if aku kuaq , then kena roadblock
JEM.SEMUA ITU MALAPETAKA.
TOBAT ABAH AKU TK BGI AKU AMIK LESEN BULAN 9 NEY !
so , aku kena la kekalkan record bersih aku.hikhik.tedia * gelak gedik
aku suruh abah p tgk moto tadi ,
then abah aku ckp
" saja cina tu nk bukak kedai kt hang "
baruu aku igt , shin hin* tkreti eja
katop la esok depa raya !
ahahaa abah , nk moto baru , nk moto baru :'(

Grr , btw nahh video ney
hahaha nyanyi bodoh saja.
ada org suruh aku nyanyi kt scola haritu.
tpi tk kn nk nyanyi kt scola kan ? so nyanyi kt sini jala :D :D :D

haha tau la tk sedap.zz
JUST SHUT UP.
whoo cares ? :P

The other pictures.

I love faking a smile ;) ;)

staring at what ?

hair ;)

AWW-SOMELICIOUS !

2011-01-31T18:55:00.000-08:00

WAIT FOR A MINUTE ,
DAMNNNNNNNNN ,
I LOVE THIS SO FREAKUNG BAD BAD MUCHIE'S ;p !
HOW AWESOME THEY'RE
GRRR , HANDSOME WEH HANDSOME , PAHAM DAK HANDSOME !?
HAHAHA xD

some news.

2011-01-24T01:05:00.000-08:00

Reach deep inside and find the goodness that's always there,the goodness you may've forgotten about.
Every frustration can be overcomed.
:)

There's every reason to persist,to endure and to move forward with the most positive of expectations , because deep within , you know you can :)

HELLO ;)

2011-01-12T08:07:00.000-08:00

Haa , ney baru 1st time aku letak picture pkai baju scola kan for this year :D
okyy , this's my new new and new face :D
well , it's kinda bored bcause I've no idea while waiting my dad --'
:D

Haha , buruk kan ?
muka masam ja , haha mata tu jgn dok kata lah
baru bgun tido , teserlah ke-sepetan mata tuuuu --'
haih haih , anehh dlm family aku act aku sorang ja mata laguni :|
but , well btw I'm so grateful for having these eyes :D
It's kinda CUTE aite ?
Nahhhh , HAHAHA
well , puji diri sendiri amalan mulia :P
HMM , sebut pasal sepet ney teringat pula dkt somone kan ?
How are you doing right now bie ?
you know what , I miss you so much :'(
why ending kita mcmnie ? hmm
:'(
I want you back , I am still loving you , adn yes I do
You're the best thing in my life ,
And now you're leaving me.
wtf?
I wish that I'd never know you.
Is'it wht you want to ?
Hmm , I hope you won't do that.
ergh.wtv.hm.
HEHE , so now I'm so bored :/
I've no idea , wht to do for this night
esok scola mcm biasa , and jadual esok aku balik pkul 2.45 sbb ada class physics --'
walaooo , --'
ergh , this's my responsibility --'
I must study study study and study
I'll focus more on study for this year I think because this's not the year of honeymoon !
Am I right ? :D
nahh , ahha
I'll be more concentrate in class , lab and blala --'
Ohhh , I shouldn't have
hahaha , what the fak ?
--'
I must,erk :/
Here , I'm done
this is my last picture for this night :P
I'm fucking bored right now whahaha !

* the 1st one

and It's time for saying Goodbye ! :D
Have a nice day tomorrow :D

4 Topaz , :D

2011-01-05T00:01:00.000-08:00

Okyy , Nice one ! :D
Orientasi Form 4 habis harini , haha then nama2 student disebut ikut pakej yg depa amek.
well , aku amek pakej 5 :D
so , aku dpt la class 4 topaz ney.Alhamdulillah , gang2 class ney majority dia baik.
tk mcm class aku last year,
HAHAHA.dak dak lawak ja :P
act , last year tk boleh juga bila aku duduk class inovatif.
sbb aku reja nk hingaq dlm class , mnyanyi laa , main hp laa, tidoq la , kcau cikgu la , buu org la :P
the best part last year ,
time cikgu nazri ajar * cikgu bm
aku boleh bwa kuaq hp , then dgar lagu dlm class guna earphone :P
then , aku mnyanyi lagu
Ella - sepi sekuntum mawar merah
hahaha igt lagi , sambil2 dok bulat paper yg cikgu bagi
aku mnyanyi ja , cikgu tau aku bwak hp , dia bt dek ja
ROCK la cikgu ! I love you :P
ehehe , mmg sempoi la , sampai cikgu nazri tnya aku la

" FAZEERA , KAMU NEY PSAIPA , ADA MASALAH KA ? IF ADA MASALAH APAPA ,
KAMU BOLEH CERITA DEKAT SAYA "

p/s : cikgu2 dkt scola pggil saya Fazeera :D

then , aku kata kt cikgu

" AWAT , CIKGU INGAT SAYA PUTUS CINTA KA CIKGU ? "

cikgu kata lagi

" LEBIH KURANG LAGUTU LA "

hahaha lawak ngoh cikgu neyy ,
haiee , ney baruu kerenah aku dgn cikgu bm , dgn cikgu len tk kira lagi :P
then , yg best lagii , time nk pmr
hahaha time tuu cikgu tk masuk class sgt , so enjoy la kami
tggu bapak.
aku nyanyi la lagu Cinta 3 segi , bkn men kuat ! hahaha then fatin , syg aku smbung
lepastu dkt corus , budak class aku ramai2 smbung
perghhh , best kot :D
heee , mmg rock la 3 inovatif ! :D
haha sumpah gila best kot class tuu , syg terok
oky fine , mmg class kami tk boleh lari dari masalah disiplin , but enjoyy weh !
hmpa mai dok class kami hmpa tau la :D
ahha , timee gaduh dgn farahin.pergh2
haha gaduh dgn dia lawak gila , ehh biaq laa
lagipun aku dh baik dgn dia dh ahhaha
time buuu sekoq pmpuan ney
hahaha , lepas kena buu ramai2 , dea tk naik dh block kami !
Haa , amek hg baru ada akai :P
hehehe ,
mmg byk sgt if nk crita psai 3 inovatif , tpi tula kan
haha cerita tk kan penah hbis
I LOVE YOU 3 INOVATIF ,
CLASS YG TERBAIKKKKKK PENAH AKU STAY !
ROCKKK ! :D

saya , Noor Farah Fazeera , nk ucap terima kasih dkt cikgu2 yg mgjar class 3 inovatif , haha 1st tuuu saya tau msti cikgu rasa malang kan dpt class kami ? :P
hehe , lepastu , cikgu2 semua dpt masuk kepala kan ? boleh mlwak skli , hehe semua cikgu yg mngajar 3 ino ,
terima kasih sgt sgt

-cikgu sazali ( sej )
-cikgu wan norhayati ( math )
-cikgu azahana ( geo )
-ustazah azlina ( Pi )
-cikgu alias ( kh )
-cikgu aza ( seni )
-teacher Aini raihana ( bi )
-cikgu siti hajar ( scn )

Haha , so mcm biasa
this year , 2011 is not honeymoon year right ?
HAHA , so aku akan follow apa yg senior2 aku ckp
" form 4 jgn main2 , if men2 form 4 , form 5 susah nk survive ! "
Okyy , tq sapa yg nasihat saya , appreciate :D

SAY HELLO TO NEW CHAPTER , NEW SUBJECT ;)

*BM
*BI
*MATH
*PI
*SEJ
*PS
*PHYSICS
*BIO
*CHEMISTRY
*ADD MATH

I'm done :)

Here you are :)

2010-11-06T11:01:00.000-07:00

I’m not in love but I could fall so in love with you. There’s no reason you would ever look twice at me but I could spend forever looking at you. Not just because you’re ‘hot’. Because I know there is so much more that face. Because we are so alike and you are perfect for me and because I just want to be with you. You don’t even see me
I even lie in my blog , I embellish things & write my feelings out of proportion.In reality, I am a simple content girl with a decent looking future. but my blog doesn’t have to know that. sometimes I write what I wish I felt.
I don’t know who the hell you are anymore. where’s the amazing guy I met a year ago because you’re sure as hell not him. I finally think I’m over you, you’e a big douche and I’m just beginning to realize this.The only problem is, I know the next time I see you things will change, and I’ll be back head over heals for you. fuck you and your adorableness.
I feel terrible about this, but I always think about it. I want something terrible to happen to you just once. You get everything and you don’t deserve any of it. You’re a bitch, and I just want your life to come crashing down because then, you’ll be getting what you deserve.
I started loving him just because of the perfect image he made himself in my head. but now, the more I know him, the less I admire him. he´s such a shitty person. but I can’t just abandon the love feeling. it makes me good and it makes me bad at the same time. I love to be in love. I think I love him. I just don’t know.
My friends hate you. They told me not to fall for you but I did, and you hurt me more then once in return. Yet, I always forgave you and always will. They need to get used to you, because I am not giving up on you even though I should.
I wish you still talked to me. I miss you. All I really want is a ‘Hello’ or a ‘How are you?’. I feel like you’ve forgotten about me. I don’t want that to happen.
Unlike other girls, i hate my ex. It’s the kind of hate where i want to kill him. Murder him. Take his pathetic life away. So unlike other girls, I truely HATE my ex.

THANK YOU , :)

suka ney :)

2010-10-19T01:13:00.000-07:00

Apit ; cinta ku dipermainkan

Tidakkah kau tahu sayang
Betapa ku sayang padamu
Kerna kau insan yang ku cinta
Untuk selama-lamanya

Tapi disebaliknya apa
Yang kau berikan padaku
Kasih dan sayang kini tiada
Pilunya di hatiku

Kini kau berubah
Kau tak seperti dulu
Mengapa sayang mengapa
Engkau jadi begini

Kini aku menyesal menyintaimu
Kerana cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya
Hampalah hatiku dalam percintaan
Engkau membuatku tidak mahu bercinta lagi sayang

Mengapa engkau permainkan
Cinta yang sudah kita bina
Kini kalau tak sayang lagi
Berterus terang padaku

Janganlah engkau menyiksa aku
Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung
Dugaan cinta yang kau beri
Terhadap diriku

Sakitnya hatiku
Sampainya hatimu
Kau tidak melayan diriku
Seperti dahulu

Cuba kau rasakan apa yang telah ku rasa
Kini pasti kau juga akan menyesali cintaku
Kini airmata pun mula mengalir
Engkau masih belum berubah engkau tetap sama

Kini aku meminta maaf
Kerana hatiku dah tertutup
Untuk dirimu oh sayang
Lepaskan aku, bebaskan aku
Pergilah sayang, jangan kembali lagi
Cintaku dipermainkan

haieee , dh la hensemmmmmm ;(

copied from my facebook.

2010-10-18T09:35:00.000-07:00

Love can make you happy but often times it hurts,but love is only special when you give it to who its worth.

I'm not the type to get my heart broken.I'm not the type to get upset and cry 'cause I never leave my heart open.

Never hurts me to say goodbye.Relationships don't get deep to me.Never got the whole in love thing And someone can say they love me truly , But at the time it didn't mean a thing .
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round And deep inside, my tears I'll drown I'm losing grip, what's happening ?

I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different,

Felt like, I was just a victim
And it
cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart ,
But no matter what you'll never see me cry .

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go.Maybe 'cause we spent so much time And I know that it's no more.

I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart , I didn't give to you on purpose . Can't figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you I'm broken heart and I can't let you know And I won't let it show You won't see me cry

I had a dream and it was about you .I smiled and recalled the memories we had ,then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes .
You know why?
'Cause in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye .

Updated.

2010-10-17T05:51:00.001-07:00

Haha , well . agak lama kn aku tk update blog dgn bnda2 yg agak gila babi ?
whaha ,
smlm baru aku prasan agak lama aku tk update blog neyy ,
bersawang dh weyy , kesian dea :'(
aku sedar pum psal ada org tnya aku why lama tk update blog ,
and dh brapa org tag nama aku kt fb ,
ckp dorang suka baca blog aku ,
well glad to hear tht , :D
whaha , rasa syg la pulak dkt sapa yg dok ikot perkembangan blog aku neyy ;p
well , aku tktau la brapa org boleh faham blog aku ney ,
psal kebykannya aku ckp dlm bahasa kedah .
haha , last year boleh laa , dok ckp kl
nnti ckp kl org kata pulak kn , duduk kedah ckp kl
Hello , hbis tk kn nk ckp dgn budak kl bahasa kedah ?
If yg faham tu tkpala , yg tk faham tuu ?
ada sekali aku on call dgn ex ,
aku sebut " bendang " pum dea tk faham
dea tnya balik aku mksud bendang tu apa ,
aku ckp la sawah , haaa baruu dea faham
--'
tpi skrg ney dgn budak kl pum aku ckp kedah ja , hmpa faham tkpa , tk faham dok diam
haha

ok , after pmr neyy mmg life agak terok sikit la
24 jam lepak ,
pagi ptg siang malam kuaq ,
p sana p sini
lepas pmr aku baruu tnjuk muka skli dkt scola , tu pum psal pegi hnta buku teks --'
aduhh , tdi kwn aku tnya aku nk amek aliran apa form 4 ?
smpai aku tktau apa la , slmat depa explain balik kt aku
haha , aku rasa aku amek pakej 3 kot

-add math
-kimia
-fizik
-biologi
-prinsip acount

haih , aku amek yg ney kot .
sbb boleh apply byk kerja myb ?
:)
nk amek yg technician pa semua tk minat ,
haha tkot tk bole carry err --'
so amek pakej 3 jea la , ada 5 teras yg kat atas tuu .
:)

hmm , apa haa ?
byk hari aku kuaq , haha haritu p salon
stim rambut , best whoaa :D
ada gmbr , nk tgk ? haha

erk , hahaha aku bkn brapa tahawan , hahaha
tkleh jumpa camera lgsung , padahal bkn segak pum nk amek2 gmbaq :p
*ayat tuuu
hahaha kenot go la weh hg farah --'
neyy time bfore p salon tu ,
aha , gmbaq after aku tk ame pum la kan , tpi lepas bt rmbut tuu rmbut pergh nikmat gila bila pegang ;p
ciwie2
:p

nahh , ney dgn farhana haha

lepastuu jumpa che ah , time ney nk balik dh :D
rambut ney la ,
haha

jeng jeng , hbis dh kot noh ?
haha byk gila gambar aku boh . bengong betoi ;D
haha mmpoih p ngan , neyy blog aku kesah pa ?
kacau hmpa ? hahaha
;p
thnks sapa cekang mata bca smpai hbis hahaha ily muah muah

drugs.

2010-10-17T01:11:00.000-07:00

Life is meaningless only if we allow it to be. Each of us has the power to give life meaning, to make our time and our bodies and our words into instruments of love and hope , :)

bila boring jadi gila.bila gila jadi ?

2010-09-26T23:52:00.000-07:00

Haha , boringg oi.
tktau nk bt apa ney :D
Ok , hariney tkp scola.
tidoq tk jaga la weyy -.-'
gila betoi.haha tpi stg tidoq rumah farhana kot.
sbb nk stdy group
:D :D :D

ney ada pic.time2 boring ;p

tgh bt ;p

grr :D

bila dh siap :D

neyy la jadi bila gila.tau dak gila ?
hahaha.
neyy hp la :D
walpaper cek oi.HAHA
jemmm.

Blurr la picture. zzz
Dh dh , jom p mndi :D

A note for him , :)

2010-09-21T13:59:00.000-07:00

Mok , listen here . I do love you even sometimes I didn't replied the word " I love you too " back to you , You're the one who said tht to me , the word which can change my miserable life to something different.I hope when you said I LOVE YOU , you're really meant these.Do you love me ? I didn't trust your word dear , even almost everyday I've listen the miracle word from you , :) Hee well I'm sry my curiousity is killing me , :p
Could a greater miracle take place than for us to look through each other's eyes for an instant? I wish so.I'll always loved you.Nothing's change no one can take your place.I'm seriously meant these , love ♥

What do you do when the only one that can make you stop crying, is the person who made you cry?

2010-09-21T04:42:00.001-07:00

Ignore him for awhile , and after tht , stop loving him.
If these wasn't work , I'll kill myself :| Haha but I think , I'll never stop loving him untill there's a unavoidable reason

sweet sweet , ;)

This is me , :D

2010-09-19T00:31:00.000-07:00

Psstttt , I love you :D

happypy :D

2010-09-17T13:52:00.000-07:00

saturday - 4;52 a.m

haha sumpah hppy gila , ;D
haih gagah juga tulis blog ney even mata dh kuyu thap baruaa :D
oky tadey wc dengan mok.
ahaha.syok2
gegeh*
derr.act best la.aku update status
" I'm waiting for someone.Hey sweetheart , where are you ? I can't wait to see you online and continue our conversation till morning ? :) "

then tgk2 , 3 minutes lepastu hp bnyi.
aku amek la.tgk2 nama " mok "
call.
aku qenyih kmbing dh ney :p
haha , aku pick up ,
then ckp2 blala.
dea on.lepastu ym.
merepek gila smbg dgn dea.
haha ney gmbaq wc :D
time lepas wc dh *

caption 1 ; mtif tnjuk inai
caption 2 ; tktau.
caption 3 ; peace apa lagutu ? tjuk inai :p
caption 4 ; muka tgh gelak, aku bila hhpy jadi laguni la mata aku.sepet teruih -.-'
caption 5 ; blurr dok pkiaq apa yg mok kata
caption 6 ; muka lapaq kaki.hahaha

Mostly girls loves to take a bunch of picture with different expression.

hbis , ney ja yg ada
takat ney ja kot.
tk kn smpai aku nk kena cpy cvrsation dgn dea kot.lemak berkrim la hmpa.
hahaha.
okk bye :D

Goodbye bitch.welcome new book.

2010-09-17T10:30:00.000-07:00

Haha , don't wry .
After this , I'll fulfill my promise , I 'll hate you with all my heart , and you'll not find the clue how much I hate you dumbass :D
By the power vested in me, I now pronounce you deleted and blocked.Thnk you.
Nice to know you and nice to meet you.
I hope when you see my face soon , It will give you hell bitch :D
Last word from me is ,
moga kau mmpos cepatttt , amin :)

GOODBYE BITCH.WELCOME NEW BOOK.
LIVE YOUR LIFE.

Chapter , :D

2010-09-15T07:22:00.000-07:00

pagi raya , :D
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri , Maaf zahir & Batin :D

Haha , okyy
hariney 15 sept 2010 :D
raya ke-6
haha , raya ney aku byk beraya dgn kwn2 :D
Hee sumpah best gila2 , :D
grrr , 1st raya tu , dgn pateng , aizza , amal , adek , wawa , blala
then , 2nd tu dgn family :D
3rd tu , aku p rumah farhana , then rumah kak aku bt nasi ayam . time 1st day raya tu , kak aku bt roti jala :D :D
haha , kwn2 aku la mai , :D
then raya ke-4 ,
aku p bt rmbut la syg wey , haha igt kn st ja ,
tgk2 sejam lebih dok kt kylie tu , zzz
dh la jnji dgn pateng , adek , aizza , palid , adilah , apa semua nk kuaq haritu ,
bapak cuak aku ,
haha ney ada pict,
:D

haha , adoii ney dkt kylie
then ney time hbis dh :D

Haha , tu time 1st day colour
tk brapa nmpak derr . mai masuk 2nd day tiba2 jadi terang la plak , blurr aku :/
Lol ,

Haha , wtv and hw aku satu pum tk sentu lg , haha oky wht ?
pmr lagi brapa minggu derr . macam babi -.-'
zzz , aku tktau , cuak cuak cuak la weyy
adoi mak.
semak pala pkiaq Zzzz
lntak lah.ahha okk byee :D :D :D

Formspring.reactived :D

2010-09-09T09:08:00.001-07:00

Ask me here , :D

9 september 1995 , :D

2010-09-08T18:34:00.000-07:00

stakat pkul 10 : 35 tadey , :D
ney yg wish dkt aku dkt wall , :D
tk termasuk dkt msg fb , Im chat , and msg hp :D
ada yg wish dkt status aku :D
tpi tk print screan pum yg tu , :D
so sapa yg termasuk dkt dlm list ney , thnks weh !
hmpa bt aku happy , :D

Haha , today happy gila , psai apa ?
ofcause la sbb hariney birthday aku ,
ahha act smlm time on tu ada dekat berek polis , rumah kak meera
then pkol 11 lebih tu on la :D
then pkol 12 lebih tu off kot , then balik rumah sambung on balik
Haha , sumpah hppy gila
org wish dkt wall , dkt hp
* yg dkt hp , sapa yg call aku tk agkt sbb hp ada dlm bag
aku dk reply smlm , takot juga nk rply semua
tkot stg admin blog
hahaha , dok kena dh dgn fb ney
bkn bleh lebih sgt men dea :p
Haha , family smlm tepat pkol 12 , depa mnyanyi wish kt aku
aku pum apa lg , syum gila babi la ;p
haha so ney gmbaq :D
*psttt for myself ;p
Haha , sry tktau lah brapa org wish , sbb penuh wall :D
if aku pick up call smlm , adilah no 1 wish
but aku tk pick up so
rina penang org 1st wish ,*kwn2
then apit blala :D
I love you guys :D
Thnks budak2 fb , kwn2 , family , and semua org yg wish :D

Gulahaty Vormica (Noor Farah Fazeera) I'm so happy today , Thnks god ! I'm just realised tht You have given me millions of friends and read these , I love You Guys ♥ *Spartan My heart right through all of this god , :D Thnks again god , Friends , You're lighted up my days , :D

lelaki

2010-09-07T19:41:00.000-07:00

Lelaki ?
lelaki semuanya sama kan ?
wah bkn main lg , time ayat pergh
siap sggup tk tido mlm ,
time kita ada masalah siap sent msg lg ,
bgi kita tenang , blala
ckp dk tgk gambar kita la , tk boleh lupa la , rinduu la ,
tpi cuba kita try tnggal depa 2 3 hari ?
I mean , ignore them.
Haaa , lepastu tau la laki tu ikhlas ka tak dgn kita kan ?
:D
Haha , saya kerap mngamalkan budaya ini.
ya , saya tidak menafikan sama sekali , bahawa saya , noor farah fazeera mmg cepat boring dgn insan yg bernama lelaki , :)

bkn niat saya nk mainkan dorang ,
wtf? no
but , err idk wht to say
and prngai saya disini , bila saya dh start syg ,
saya susah nk lupa ,
bt la apa pum , cople dgn pmpuan len ka , maki ka , apa ka ,
dlm hati saya tetap suka , tetap syg ,
Mmg la , saya selalu ckp
" hg igt hg bguih ka , mulai hariney aku tk suka hg dh "
blala , tpi dlm hati ?
:)
Haha ,
cinta itu mmg aneh ,
saya dgn si dia , smpai skrg
lansung tk ckp , sepatah haram pum dak !
tktau jadi lagu mana ,
well , aku harap semua kembali seperti sediakala blik , tpi ?
haha useless ,
Aku tktau nk bt apa . aku mmg nk lupa dea , tkmau suka dea ,
If bleh tkmau kenal dea langsung.tpi ? aku tk boleh.
aku dh try byk kali.
mcm aku dok bhong diri aku la plak ,
mmg , bt masa lanie
ada org dk masuk line ,
tpi tktau , aku tk bleh accept depa , psaipa ?
hati aku ada kt dea ,
klau la dea bleh faham semua ney .
kalau lah kami tk wc mlm tu , kalau lah aku tk teman dea smpai pkul 2 pagi time tu ,
klau la kmi tk rapat ,
kalau la aku tk pernah kenai insan yg bernama ______________________
msti hidup aku tk jadi mcmnie ,
kalau la kami musuh mcm last year
tpi , semua dh jadi
time mlm aku mngis tu , aku mrah diri aku ,
aku ckp " org slalu ckp , if apa2 jadi ada hikmah di sebaliknya , tpi apa semua hikmah ney , awt aku suka dea ? awt aku slalu mngis psal dea , awt aku bodo sgt ? "

soalan APA HIKMAH DI SEBALIK SEMUA NEY tu aku msih dok pkiaq ,

mcm aku ckp , skli aku dh syg , aku pyah nk buang dea dari hidup aku ,
If akau gedik dgn laki len pum , 2 3 hari ja , lepastu depa text aku bt endah tk endah , tau aku bt pa ?
bsy tulis note psai dea , mcm skrg :)

so lelaki lain ;

Now listen to me baby
Before I love and leave ya
They call me heart breaker
I don't wanna deceive ya
If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
Imma tear you apart
Told you from the start,
Baby from the start.
I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart, :)

aku payah nk suka dkt org betoi2 :)

:D

2010-09-06T09:29:00.000-07:00

haha , oky whats up today ? :D
oky , tadey kn p la tution snc lg.
nk tau dak aku bgun pkol brapa ?
:
act , mama kejut aku dh pkol 7.40 *tution pkol 8.30
then aku kata haa haa ,
tiba2 aku tidoq balik , lepatu hp bnyi :
org call byk kali kot ,
lepastu tgn aku gagau la cari hp ,
tgk2 jam tau pkol brapa ?
8.41 kot !
nahh.syok st.
then aku terus call pateng.aku kata kt dea.aku otw dh ;p
bhong *
lepasu , aku teruih amek baju pa pakai , tudung pa semua.
nahh slmat aku mndi dh time sahur tu.if dak ?
no cmnt ! :/
ahaha.
lepastu , baru ja nk lgkah keluar rumah ,
hujan plak dh !
lebat gila babi.
aku ketuk la bilik abah , aku ckp
" abah2 , cpt la , adek lmbt dh nk p tution , hujan lebat ney , jom hntaq ! bgun kaih ! pakai jala kain pelekat tu , bkn ada org nk tgk , dok dlm keta ! "
lepastu , abah aku bgun , ceit dea p tukaq juga pkai jean -.-'
grr , lepastu smpai scola ,
haha , p ligan pateng dgn pana plak ,
depa baruu nk blah masuk scola ,
slmat aku dan lari p kt depa :/
grr , then time balik tu , pateng ajak p gg ,
sumpah tadak mood,
aku call la abah suruh p amek.
lepastu ,
depa semua balik dh , tggal aku sorang2
tau dak tggu brapa lama ?
30 minit kot !
sumpah panas gila kat abah aku -.-'
time dea mai amek aku , aku tk ckp lgsung , snyap ja
balik rumah teruih masuk bilik tidoq.
pkoi 5.30 aku bgun tidoq :
haha , lepastu sapa sorang pum tadak.aku on la.
tgk2 mama balik.dea p bt facial kt mana tktau.
lepastu , abah plak smpai ,
tgk2 dea bwak balik hp sony k800i aku tu.
dea beli memory baru , dgn pebaik natang pa tktau , :D
omg , welcome back my pleasure !
wkaka.
then time mlm tu plak ,
depa dok bising suruh aku bljar bt ketupat -.-'
mcm apa lg , time buka daun palas tu , brapa byk
terkoyak kt aku time nk balut tu
* aku mmg kasaq sikit
depa dok gelak kt aku
geram la jugak kn.
tgk2 jadi juga kt aku ketupat jantan ;p ;p
haha ciwie gila lepas bt satu , semangat la nk bt lg.
then bt bt bt , byk juga ,
lepastu stop , mai la online fb
and blala :D
haha , okk penat ah , kak diana balik 8/9 ney dari pahang :D
oyeah , tggu dea nk bgi present apa kt aku 9/9 ney , :D
yes , birthday aku la ngek , :D :D :D

Inside here.

2010-09-05T04:57:00.000-07:00

I hope you don't know,I hope you don't see,All of the feelings Bursting inside of me.I wish I could tell you.I wish I could let you know.All of these feelings I would like to show.I lay in bed.Hope and pray.You will wake up,And realize some day.
Maybe one day you will know.Maybe you will see, Although I meant nothing to you,You meant everything to me.

Read this ; honestly from me

well , It only takes a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone & a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Love is the best feeling in the world. and when you have it it never goes away, so if you think you were in love once, just not anymore, then you were never in love at all. When you have love, cherish it, take care of it, don’t ever lose it. When you lose it, you lose yourself.

Learn from your mistakes, and you won’t make the same ones again.
and wht can I say here is memories are nothing compared to the real thing , but its better than NOTHING , :)

It’s not the waiting for you to say i love you,
its not the fact that you are leaving,
its that I dont know if you will remember me!

It’s taken so short for me to love you
why is it taking so long to let go!
there is an easy and a hard bit of love
the easy bit is,to fall in loveee
the hard bit is,to fall out for it !

missing u is like waiting for rain in an infinate drought
knowing it will be their forever, hurting.

Asking you to come back is painful yet
waiting forever kills.
Life isnt about getting through the storm, it is about learing to dance in the rain.

I'm sorry for being a burden on your life. I don't deserve you time.

I made a mistake and i dont know how to fix it. the only thing I know its that I miss u every second of my life. i wish I can go back, I wish I talked to u more, I wish I can tell u how i feel. but i lost u and it was my fault. idk how to go back ,idk how to get u back. u told me to go on with my life but u dont understand, the worst part its that u feel the same and whe cant never be together again. we are both with someone else that we dont even love. i hate this, I hate being in love. I cant stop thinking about u I cant stop talking about you.

The emotional heart has three chambers; love, hate and fear. When you love someone you neither hate nor fear them. When you hate someone you nither fear nor love them and when you fear somone you dont love or hate them. If that is true then why is it that I am in love with you but sometimes I hate you so much and at the same time I love you.

follow me on twitter :D

2010-09-04T03:13:00.000-07:00

Grr . oky today baruu bt twitter ,
haha , act dulu ada penah bt dh , tpi acc tu snyap mcmtu ja
tu yg renew balik ney
follow2 lah , :D
wait , ini link dea , :D
http://twitter.com/gulahaty
huu , dh dh , hbis2 ;p
haha

Today's

2010-09-03T22:04:00.000-07:00

When I Miss you, I re-read our old conversations and smile. :')

but dlm senyum tu ada juga rasa sedih kn , well semua ney bkn mudah bagi aku ,
aku kena lalui semua neyy , sorang diri
*alone
tada sapa yang nk teman aku ,
:)
tadeyy time score a , agak best lah kn , haha cikgu science sumpah lwak gilaa
tk larat nk gelak la bila dea bt lawak ;p ;p
omg , btw cikgu siti hajar demam hariney.pitty her :
grr , then time balik tkpa la , kami kuaq rmai2 ,
lepastu dea naik keta ,
aku jerit la kt luar
" Cikgu , nk tumpang ! "
igtkn dea tk dgq , tgk2 dea stop kreta ;p
haha naik lah kami tigaaa , buuu ;p
smpai ke depan turun ,
then p tution icc ;p
* GG la weh
hahaha . duduk sejam , kt situ ;)
apa lg , online fb lah kn ,
then dk tgh online tu , tetiba depa play lagu SOFEA JANE :/
hmm , teringat lah kt someone ney kn ,
lagi2 dea penah ckp
" Farah , lagu ney lagu kita "
omg , :'(
sedih la st kn , haha sapa tk sedih
oky skrg ney aku tgh lawan prasaan aku , tpi aku tau , semua tu tada guna
aku tetap suka kt dea , aku tktau nk bt mcm mana ,
so the best way is pretend aite ? :)
aku harap , dgn cara tu ja la aku akan oky sedikit ,
even kena face dgn depa semua hampir setiap hari *except cuti scola neyy
hmm.then dlm gg tu , tiba2 mim text aku kt im
dea paste smtg kt aku , cnvrstion dea dgn someone ,
sumpah lawak gila ;p
aku gelak st kt gg tuuu . haha
then time tu juga , ada someone ney text aku :D
khairun nabila , yeah thts her :D
read our cnverstion :D

Gulahaty Vormica September 4 at 12:11pm

Khairun
hey !

12:46amMe
hey !

:D

12:46amKhairun
:D

farah ..

wanna thnk u

u r such a

inspire

12:46amMe
haaa? why ? :/

12:46amKhairun
haaha

u told syamim aiza abt telling d boy wat she's feels abt him

n i read that

well , i did that too

n guess wat

d boy like me too

if u didnt wrote that

on ur status

i will not kapel till now !

haha

thnk ~

12:48amMe
omg , is tht true !?

:D

12:51amKhairun
yaya ~

totally true

12:52amMe
we're in diffrnt situation :(

12:52amKhairun
thx yaa

i lebiu n him !
haha

y ??

he rejected u ??

12:53amMe
i was rejected by him.

Now , we don't talk anymore ,
he saddest part now is we used to talk everyday ,
my life is depressing
I'm lost in my way.
Well , thts sad :)
but I think I'm doing fine right now ,
for now , but I don't knw how about tomorrow , tomorrow , and tomorrow , :)

well , the ends *

act , aku terpaksa off , so tk sempat nk tgk dea rply apa.
so kami chat stakat tu jea la.
thnks btw , terasa diri aku ney berguna juga , bila ada org ckp
" u r such a inspire "
to me , :)

done :D

2010-09-02T06:45:00.000-07:00

omg , haha I feel good now :p
oyeah , haha
tadey dkt scola , kn last day
then semua org pakat2 salam la , minta maaf pa semua
haha best gila ah ,
dgn cikgu pa semua
the best part time ainafifa kiss aku tu
sumpah lwak gila2 , then adilah dk bt muka cuak bleh
ahaha ,
lepastu slm2 kiss2 dgn adilah plak !
hahaha bkn kiss betoi pum ,
belaga pipi ja , bdoe ai pkiaq kot len :p
then dk tggu la , smone ney dk tgk keletah dea nk mai raya dgn aku ka dak
aku bt mcm biasa ja ,
tgk2 , dea mai slm , renyeh kt aku kata minta maaf pa semua
* sejuk hati st tgk dea snyum smpai tara tuu :D
lepastu , aku pum gelak la , beraya pa
then aku ckp dkt dea " igtkn hg tkmau mai raya dgn aku dh " lepastu kami gelak , haha
sumpah lwak gilaa
lepastu tkpa la , time balik tu , aku p clinic math
cikgu kata balik pkoi 1.30
tgk2 lajak smpai pkoi 2 ,
time balik dari clinic math tu , naik keta dgn ckgu wan smpai kt gate a
aku dok depan :p
ahah ,
then balik rumah , aku smgt la on fb , nk unblock dea ,
tgk2 dk refresh byk kali page ,
tau dak dea naik apa ?
" the page can not be displayed , its tmporary mntang apa tktau lupa ayt dea "
hahaha
lepastu , aku msg dea
tadey lepas buka posa

aku : **** **** ! ( nama dea )

tk rply , sbb aku guna no len sent msg kt dea
then msg lg

aku : weh ney aku la farah , tadey aku nk unblock hg weh tpi tkbole.
dea naik , ths page is tmprily not available.sbtu ney aku p cc aku try unblock
hg nah.hoho
dea : oh okey , ang ok ?
aku : oky apa miss **** ? haha :D
dea : okey dh latu , :p
aku : haha , oky hati sejuk dh time tadey :D
dea : haa ? tk fahamm -.-'
aku : haha , oky dh time beraya kt scola tadey , :)

♥ ♥ ♥

then , abah aku tktau dea rply apa :/
sbb hp yg aku guna tlah di ambil.
hahaha :p
habiss , hope semua mcm biasa balik.
aku pum dh oky dh la ney.
berfikiran scra mature :p
not immature :p
hahah tudia rojak bahasa melayu dgn bahasa inggeris :p
hoho , doneee :D
habis , bye kwn2 ily , bye cikgu ily :D
oh thnks btw fr hw yg agak SEDIKIT gila2 tuuu ,
*tk raya la aku taon ney
aku dk ckp sorang2 tadey dlm class ,
" farah , if hg nk result elok , hg kena bt semua ney ! "
hahaha , adoi mcm apa lgi . :D
oky , have a nice day !

here

2010-09-01T04:50:00.000-07:00

I don’t want to be involved with you anymore but as hard as I try to forget you, you are in everything I do. I swear I hate you, I think and I don’t want to, but its hard when all I knew was you. I’m so lost now but I love it because I’m learning about myself, I just want to forget you just like you forgot about me.

I may not be the cutest, the coolest, or the most popular. Despite it all, I enjoy being who I am.
There have been times when I’ve cried, or even just been slightly angry, and my cats will come up and lick my face, until it tickles and I laugh. I probably spend more time with non-humans, but I am okay with that. People think it’s weird, but I really do believe animals can sense your emotions, and they can love you.
hmm.
Sometimes I wish I could hide from everyone in my life. Just disappear off the map completely for a little while. Is that too much to ask for?

im so obsessed with “the other side” when i havent even experienced it. im in love with a name i cant pronounce , but no more love now
and lastly ,
i want to disappear to see who would miss me.

For someone else ( not HIM )
I’m afraid the only reason I like him so much is because he reminds of who the guy who broke my heart was, before he broke my heart.

:')

2010-09-01T02:35:00.001-07:00

Last night

2010-08-31T21:35:00.000-07:00

I HAVE GOT TO MOVE ON AND BE WHO I AM

this is me , :)

I am done , :D
adilah akan pegang janji aku , :D

from now , I'm promise to myself I'll stop loving him !
He not deserve me as well ,
yeah , sometimes u have to let the wrong one to get the right one ,
:)
last night , worth my tears ,
and I'm pretending to sleep to get out of something but it's useless.

Farah , don't cry because it is over smile bcause it was happened !
Love is giving someone the power to destroy you.but trusting them not to.
I wish that , but hmm.
I was screw.

Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we will never be anything more?
I was confused :/

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
I don't know wht to do anymore ,

Nobody is worth your tears, and the one who is won't make you cry.

wtf ? I don't get you , lets gone by gone . why you must put this load on me ?

Go ahead and hate me. it doesn't make any difference in MY life!

well , I may look calm, but in my head, I've killed you three times.

dear , farah.Life is still worthwhile, if you just smile ;)

You've let me down so many times, yet I still won't give up on you.
but not anymore , :D
I'm leave ! I really mean this,

It’s not about how to achieve your dreams. It’s about how to lead your life. If you lead your life the right way, the karma will take care of itself. The dreams will come to you.
well , thts wht we call karma ! ;D

LAST NIGHT.
terok gila muka aku bila mngis :/

TODAY's
awake *

mata aku , omg -.-'

trying to smile again , :)

don't wry about me ,

I'm fine.nnti ada org ckp aku bt terok pulak kn ? :)

aku ada hak nk tulis apa pum kt blog ney.

this's my blog.so wht?

tkpayah nk jadi stalker kt blog ney.

then sakit hati :)
oh , one more thing .

I was done girl , don't wry.

enjoy it.

live your life , :)

byee

dude !

2010-08-31T05:31:00.000-07:00

haha oky , tadeyy p rumah patengg :D
then smpai2 sana , ada aizza pulak
haha
tk sgka rumah tok dea dkt situ :D
heee , time kuaq tu pkoi 5.15 dh :D
haha
bfore p tu ada amek gmbaq xD

wht ? ney fav one ! :D :D :D

Love doesn't brighten your days , Love darkens your soul * gulahaty

We can dance , until we die ! :D

helmet helmet hahaha

hahaha , guess wht ? mmg aku p naik moto ;D merempit st , smpai sempit , hahaha lawak gmbaq ney :p

sampai sampai sana , ney la jadi nyaaaa :p

heee , i loike this !

aku candid -.-'

Huuu , tk dan ready lg -.-'

Aizza tinggi kasut , buuu ;p

then p bazaar dgn pateng ,

habehh :D

I love you fatin && aizza :D

* lama tk update blog ckp melayu hahaha

coppied from fb :D

2010-08-30T21:32:00.000-07:00

trying to keep this smile , for others happiness , :)

This is a stry of a girl telling her feelings to a boy she had loved forever ,
The girl was online one day and had conversation with the boy

GIRL ; Hey I have smthing to tell you

BOY ; wht?

GIRL ; I love you more than anyone

BOY ; oky , but I don't want to ruin our friendship , you're my bestfriend.

For the next few days , the girl wrote a note about the way she felt , she named her note

"Hold on"

For as long as I keep remember , I kept the feeling inside , I was aching so much , my heart hated to hide .

Friends is wht we'll always be , You tell me I am the one , you say a relationships are hard , you just want to have fun

when I'm alone , the tears never stop to fall

The pain I feel is anything but small

You're the one I come to.whenever things go wrong.when you help me , the problems don't last long

so you smile and lead me on ,

you act like we've a spark , then I remember we're just bff

so I am left in a dark , so I sit in sorrow waiting for you to realize and you and me , are lovers in everyone's eyes.She did all these thing to get a boy to understand but after a while she just gave up.
For a while she felt her life was over ! so for about less than a month she gave up.
After a while she have decided to get out of her slump and try again.she wrote another
note to the boy and she named it as
"Loving you is the stupidest thing I’ve ever done And I'm sry"

the hidden mssge ;

I don't want to like u , your loud and annoying ways

I don't even want to see your long sweet gaze

I don't want to like you , you can make me so mad.

I don't knw why because sometimes , you're the best friend I ever had.

I don't want to like you , you can make me so blue

I do care tht you care , and i really love you

I don't want to like you , you always want another girl ,

but when you smile , you make my toes curl.

mybe i do want to like you but I can't deny this

I know tht summer is coming and its you mostly who I will miss.

Now she's wait for that boy to understand , while she sits writing for notes in the other hand.

And she wish tht one day that he'll love her too.

Done , :D

True love is when you shed a tear & still want him; its when he ignores you & you still love him; its when he loves another girl but you still smile & say im happy for you, when all you really do is cry.

No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is, he'll never make you cry.

NOTE THIS : this is a real stry , Its mine :(

A day :D

2010-08-30T20:02:00.000-07:00

haha oky , I'm so bored today
so wht?
pissed off !
:/
haha , I've made my own like on fb just now :D
LINKS : http://like.likin-it.us/index/id/78207/

Love doesn't brighten you days , Love darkens your soul -gulahaty

hee , like it , like it ! :D
Auww , yes there's my name :p
hahaha , buuu *poyo
Oky , I'm done
bsy typing my new notes at fb
right now :D :D :D
I almost finish it and don't wry , I'll share it with you all :D
just wait !

Hey Hey !

2010-08-30T05:31:00.000-07:00

here we go !
:D
I think , I'm perfectly fine right now ,

thnks to all my friends ,

include HER , :)

I think I can see from opposite site of negative right now , ;)

thnks to her bcause have gave me tht chnce for change

yeah , I finnaly got her replied last night :D :D

she's forgave me , oh thnks god :D

I love being these way , bcause we're classmates :D

and I can see the truth through ths song ringht now ,

I think ? :D

What I should do now is trying to frget him.

Lmao , I think I can , And I wish I can :D

I think , I should open my heart to another guy ,

which in thse song represent to HIM not YOU :D

well , I admit

bfore this , anther guys've tried to win my heart , But I can't accept tht

I always said to myself ,

No , I don't need someone else ,

I need him , I need him && I need him :)

but i think ,

hmm , It's not nice fr being selfish farah :)

so behave ,

u can do it !

let another guy win your heart ,

open your heart farah , pleasee I'm begging you!

And stop cheating like before ! :D
Loyalty please ,

yeah , I use to cheated bfre this ! because of wht?

yes , bcause my relationship was failed with my ex bf :) and then I've put myself in this situation whch like "I'll not trust boy anymore , I'll take revenge ! "

but don't wry I've changed after I fall in love with him , :)

well , I'm done

enough is enough , :)

I wish I can rid myself frm all of these , :)

2010-08-27T22:59:00.000-07:00

Best revenge? Smile, be happy, never let them know it hurt.

you are afraid of something. Whatever it is, it makes you feel weird and makes you more alert. Maybe someone abuses you, making you always afraid of what they will do to you next. If someone is abusing you, please do tell someone. Things will just get worse if you keep it to yourself. Maybe you should first share it with a friend and then work up to telling an adult, but please tell someone.

It's time to move forward. The past is history. The past is dead, the future is life, so go with it.

life.

2010-08-27T12:19:00.000-07:00

tudiaa , rmbut baru yg depan tuu.saja cut senget xD

omg , dh jadi byk ney dh req aku -.-'
hariney hari apa?
friday kn ?
Aduh , aku neyy
aku dh jnji dgn Eira apa nk app dea harineyy :'(
huu , byk juga kwn2 aku dlm req tu tkdan nk app lg ,
esok tution plak,
tadeyy p perak :'(
esok sbtu ? haaa :/
tktau2.
Haih , dk bt app lmbt ney tkpsai kena cop bajet juga stg.org add tpi tk app :'(
tlg faham st nah.aku bsy.bkn saja2 tkmau app :'(
Huu.
:'(
Yeah , tgh try nk lupa dea neyy :)
TRY , TRY && TRY

:)

2010-08-26T15:23:00.000-07:00

HER : Hey , I'm sry fr everything.Yeah.You won this bttle.I am surrender.Enough is enough.Please tc of himself.Don't ever you hurt him.I'm sry for being a bitch.It's all my fault.Idiot me.Again.I'm sry.please,forgive me.I hope we could be like bfore.wish all of these's never happened and sry bcause I've blocked u frm fb last night.I didn't use my brain at all and I am out of control last night :

Sry and sry.I hope u 'll hpy with him n sry fr my bad english.I hope u 'll understand me.I knw I made mistakse But I am only human.Nobody perfect.

MSG SENT, :)

*Asking fr her frgiveness doesn't mean I was wrong or weak.In my situation 1stly,I ask fr her frgiveness bcause I don't wnt all of these blocked my mind.Now , I just need to concentrate on my stdy , stdy and stdy ! Nextly,I just don't wanna fight with her just for wht? For a GUY :) Lastly , I just need some peaceful so I can just breath freely.No pain during my lung do the process of inhalation and exhalation :)

Thats all.Thanks.I hope they 'll be happy tgether.I quit.It's all over.No more love between me and him.I just hope tht we could be like before.Bestfriend?It's such a beautiful word :) He is not my destiny. Lmao ,

I wish I’ve never wrote you that letter. That way you’d never know how I feel about you and you’d never say that our friendship is the only thing that matters.

I still think that that letter wasn’t enough. I didn’t write ‘I LOVE YOU’ and that’s the real thing. I wish I could say I love you and hear it back but I know I won’t. You’re in sama city at school and everytime I think about the new people you’re getting to know I feel sick because I know you’ll come back someday with a girl and I know I won’t stand it. I wish it is just a dream , But nonsense ! This is reality so I've to face this with a smile , not a tears :)

I act like a bitch to some people because I know I’m expected to or I should because I’m above them. I wish I could think of myself as a nice person but the truth is that I’m scared and a poser and not nice. but at least I feel guilty right? Thats got to be mean something. I don’t know. maybe I should change. Well I know I should but I don’t know if I have the balls to. I like to think I do.

ME :

Hold on, baby, you're losing it . The water's high, you're jumping into it And letting go and no one knows That you cry, but you don't tell anyone That you might not be the golden one And you're tied together with a smile But you're coming undone

I guess it's true that love was all you wanted Cause you're giving it away like it's extra change.Hoping it will end up in his pocket,But he leaves you out like a penny in the rain.Oh, cause It's not his price to pay .Not his price to pay.Hold on, baby, you're losing it,I guess it's true that love was all you wanted,Cause you're giving it away like it's extra change.Hoping it will end up in his pocket.But he leaves you out like a penny in the rain Oh, cause it's not his price to pay Not his price to pay :)

I wasn't strong enough but I'm trying to be so ,
sometimes , someone need to leave for the others happiness :)
and I'm leave

This's for you bitch !

2010-08-26T09:33:00.000-07:00

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
to criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
you love to hate
But not today.

So shut up Shut up Shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out Get out Get out
Get out of my way
Step up Step up Step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down !

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think you're special
But I know and I know and I know
And we know
that you're not

You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today.

So shut up Shut up Shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out Get out Get out
Get out of my way
Step up Step up Step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Is gonna bring me down.
Will never bring me down.

Don't tell me who I should be
and don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up Shut up Shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out Get out Get out
Get out of my way
Step up Step up Step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

So shut up Shut up Shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out Get out Get out
Get out of my way
Step up Step up Step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say Is gonna bring me down

Bring me down
Won't bring me down
Won't bring me down
Bring me down
Won't bring me down

Shut up Shut up Shut up !

DONE.

2010-08-26T08:40:00.000-07:00

I HATE YOU.
I AM DONE.
&^$ &
mcm mana aku boleh suka dkt hg.bodo gila.bodo bodo bodo.
NOW , HG BLEH BLAH DARI HIDOP AKU.
BARUA HG MMG TK GUNA.

:D :D :D

2010-08-26T07:32:00.000-07:00

stop pretending like you the one who was been hurt !
Hello , how about me ?
Stop pretending , You are not so good enough oky?
Idiot you.
Begging for sympathy.pitty you :)

Idgaf.

2010-08-26T04:52:00.000-07:00

Loneliness,
what is it? That is a hard question. Loneliness is not necessarily being alone.
"Loneliness isn't being alone. That's solitude. It's feeling alone"
That's my opinion :)

*Do not fear, for I have redeemed you,
I have called you by name,
you are mine.
you are precious in my sight,
and honored,
and I love you

It's just like ;

Good morning loneliness
Comes around when I'm not dreaming about you
When my world wakes up today you'll be in another town
And I knew when I saw your face I'd be
Counting down the ways to see you
And you smile that beautiful smile

I miss you a lot more than I thought I would. A lot more.It’s going to be okay.
I need you. even if you’re not here with me, I love you. I always will. I love you.
I love you so much I feel sad to the point where I want to cry.
I only want to be around you, yet I can't stand seeing your face. I’d do anything for you, spend the rest of my life with you. I’ve never felt like this before. I need you. I wish you’d realize.

:'(

2010-08-25T05:54:00.000-07:00

You left me broken and empty. Fuck you for that. Thank you for being there all the times you were. Most significant part of my life that I’ll never forget.
As always , I wished you love me the same way I love you.
I’m sometimes tempted to point out my journal in hopes that one day when I’m out of the room, you’ll read it. Then you could see how many nights I’ve spent thinking about you and how much HAPPIER I am now that we’re NOT together.
I cried for you but you don’t even care, And
The thing that hurts me most is not because you can never be mine. The thing that hurts me most is why I can’t let you go .Your games rip me to pieces. I can’t play them anymore. They hurt so badly. I can’t lose you though. You are truly my everything. Please stop hurting me. Love me. Please.
I can’t get over you. Everytime I see you, it kills me inside knowing you’ll never be mine. My thought of what could have been will haunt me to the grave.
I want to kill myself.
I can’t stop thinking about everything you do, everything you say, everything you laugh about. Because you’re constantly in my mind even I had stop feeling in love with you, I need you so much :'(
I will always love you even though you broke me. True love never dies, even when the relationship does.
I wish you’d see that her love is only superficial and that mine goes deep down.
huu :(
I hate that I love you.
Why? Because it seems as if you have a split personality. One minute, we’re so in love. You treat me so well, you make me feel like nothing before. The next minute, I feel like shit because you make me feel like I done something wrong. Again. It seems like everything is always my fault. So why do I stick around?
It kills me knowing that i can't have you.

Everything's

2010-08-24T05:49:00.000-07:00

I've learn tht people will be forget wht you said, People will forget wht u did, But people will never forget How you made them feel.

I hate it when suddenly all the words you said to me came across my mind , because slowly I saw your face.Then I couldn't breath for a moment , my mind went blank,and I have to Hold my tears.
I can’t even visit your facebook without having trouble breathing, I get blurry eyed, I get so numb. I liked you. I liked you so much it’s stupid. you promised you’d get over her and run to me, but instead you went back to her. I’m sorry you think i don’t understand, i’m sorry you think i’m such a kid. all i wanted was to be happy. all i wanted was to smile with you, to make you smile but instead you chose her. even though I want you, I want you to be happy with her. just, be happy.

When you told me you didnt want to be with me, I thought about ways to kill myself.
I wish more then anything that I can, Because I know that I can never get over you, which means I’ll never be happy.
you killed me.
It kills me that you ignore me now. i still get a rush every time we make eye contact, even though I`m sure it`s accidental on your part.
It`s somehow satisfying though, to ignore you right back !
So you can go ahead, and tell me how much it hurts
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side.
Everyday, I think about what you did to me. I don't understand how anyone could be heartless. My only question is, did it make you feel like more of a man to abuse me like you did?
Stop being a bitch. I'm not stupid you know.
I'm tired of getting left out. I will not put up with it anymore. I leave. I decide.
Yes , I'm lying.
I know I say I'm over you, and that I don't care. But every single day, it hurts a little more.
I'll just wait for you.i know being best friends means i'll last longer than all those slutty girls you talk to. They don't even know the real you nor do they care about the real you. You don't need a bunch of girls in to make yourself feel liked. I love you, I care about you. Isn't that enough?

sincerly me ;

Noor Farah Fazeera.

strong enough ?

2010-08-23T22:43:00.000-07:00

kenangan oi , lagu kenangan

I miss your old behaviour

Todayyy

2010-08-23T01:08:00.000-07:00

Hari neyy , 23 Aug 2010 tktau psaipa tpi agak happy laa :D
hmm , even ada juga kecik hati tadeyy
dkt scolaaa -.-'
ah , lantak la
kesahhhh -.-'
cinta lama berputik kembali la plak depa noh.
hahaha :D
herannya.eh eh eh , tadeyy bm dpt markah cilok 1 ,
satuu ja nahh :D
haha ney love cikgu neyy :D
haa , abah balik rini
dea beli bag dgn baju kt aku
hohoho ,
thnks thnks , balek scola tadeyy qenyeh la akuu :D
stg kak meera mai buka posa kt rumah ,
haritu nk p bukak posa kt berek polis , tpi malaih la plak :/
haha . ayoooo ,
hp tk pebaik2 lg -.-'
bila la nk dpt on hp ,
haih semakkk ,
yg benny kucing aku dk bt gedik pa tktau , aku nk mngadap lap pum tkboleh
dk mai lindung screan ,
pala hoo dea -.-'
lepastu , slalu tekan2 board neyy . haram betoi
kdg2 tuu smpai lagg lap aku
haiee , geram betoi -.-'
nk bt gena , ada sekoq tu ja ahha
tu yg dea gedik lebih
GRR :/
haa , pasai name tag aku -.-'
mcm haram , depa spatutnya tulis
FARAH FAZEERA , tpi tau depa bt apa ? FARAH FAZEENA !
wtf ?
mcm haram lg , geli ai aku dgq nama tuu ,
-.-'
dh la zeena kt blkg hahaha
bodo2 ,
so aku pum p la jmpa ustazah tuuu . complain , and dea bt len name tag aku :D
Auww , nnti pakai name tag baruu lah , colour lain la :p
sesi pagi pnya laa , brapa byk laa laa :P
hahaha
oky la , nk p call pateng st , p ronda bazaar sedaih :D
jom jom , bazaar mana ?
pala batas la , hahaha :D

cinta kirana ♥

2010-08-22T02:34:00.000-07:00

omg , dulu cita apa ?
Benci Bilang Cinta ,
Now ?
Cinta Kirana la beb !
:D
sumpah suka gila babi cinta neyyyyy >.<' randy hensemmm gila , nia ramadhani jgn nk kata la segak gila babi :D omg suka suka ♥ Haha , bila galang nk break dgn riana haa ? semak pmpuan tuuu , biaq dea tgkp cin dgn kirana !

*Auww , skrg pum dok fall in love dh :p I loikeeee ♥

tk sabaq nk tggu next episode jadi apa , wahai selasa cepatlah kamuuuu :D :D :D

Nia Ramadhani ♥ Randy Pangalila

ops ! tapi aku tetap tk lupa cita neyy tau , fav ney !

Benci Bilang Cinta laa , rinduu sama dimas ama winda kok :D

Marshanda ♥ Baim Wong :D :D :D

semua time last Happy Endingggg , i loike :D

I wish I'll so

Well , Here you are :)

2010-08-21T23:20:00.000-07:00

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me .
Well, I guess I'll make my own way .
It's a circle, a mean cycle :/
I can't excite you anymore.
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life.
Don't wanna hear your sad songs -.-'
I don't wanna feel your pain,
When you swear it's all my fault.
'Cause you know we're not the same.
No, we're not the same,
We're the friends who stuck together,
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good.
It's good,
Well, you treat me just like another stranger.
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir !
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out ,
Ignorance is your new best friend.
This is the best thing that could've happened.
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it.
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture.
I'm just a person but you can't take it,
The same tricks that, that once fooled me,
They won't get you anywhere.
I'm not the same kid from your memory,
Well, now I can fend for myself.

Thank you , Sir :)

5 chapter ,

2010-08-21T22:53:00.000-07:00

chapter 1

Ya bukk , hariney boring gila
-.-'
oky baruu balik scola neyy , penat gila haih
oky act tadey kt scola ada sportcheck .
mkn besaq la cikgu noh ?
hahaha , hbeh barang akuuuuu :(
mmpoih p kt hg la , beli len , kesah ? -.-'

chapter 2

adoii . aku rinduuu nk on hp !
lamanya aku t kon hp :(
wuu , abah bila nk balik ?
p la pebaik st , malaih nk p sndiri
stg nan tnya tk reti nk habaq apa yg tk kena dgn hp tuuuuuu
hp i miss u , oh hp , i miss youuuuuuuuuuuu
hp ,
I Miss Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !
:(

chapter 3

brapa hari dh p scola naik moto ?
haih , bila nk balik tktau ,
haritu kata nk p melaka sja .
tgk2 lepaih johor pulakkk -.-'
derr , mmg la p scola nek moto syiok
bleh lap scola
tpi ney kn bulan posa ! bulan POSA tau dak !?
nk p mana , bt sakit hati , sakit tekak , sakit segala-galanya ja lap scola
tadak maknaaaa
zeroooooooooooooooooooooooooo :/

chapter 4

awt aku p bazaar kepala batas an , apa yg aku beli semua tk sedap ?
omgeee , mcm apa lgi
cendol dea mcm air paip !
karipap dea ? inti hangit bodoh !
ayam panggang ? kuah maneh !
Air jagung ? maneh nk mmpoih !
murtabak ?
nahhhh , mama aku kata
mama masak telor dadar sedap lg :/
wtf ?

chapter 5

halaa halaa , chpter last laniee haiee
lanie awt aku malas nk p scola haa?
sakit hati , sakit mata , sakit telinga , semua sakit
fed up la nk p scola
mnyampahhh :/
tpi nk bt gena , kena p jugak laaa
haieee ,
sakit sakit sakit -.-'

I wish so :)

2010-08-21T10:08:00.000-07:00

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy
*gulahaty

It's me

2010-08-21T06:33:00.000-07:00

Pstt * sry for my bad english :)
Hmm , Well wht can I say now is just ' damn '
My life is crntly stuck right now !
Argh , so ? Wht can I do fr erase thts word frm my life haa ?
It's just like ,
Heyy , do smething la
Heyy , just go ahead laa
BLALA ?
Yes , Hello I've tried oky
But I still can't
-.-'
I just need somebody to love ,
haha, yeah thts true !
there are many guy out there , But ergh
I want you , And wht can I say now is
I WANT YOU , note this I WANT YOU !
can't you see tht !?
Okyy , I WANT YOU
heyy , are you blind or wht idiot ?
Why u can't see tht ,
Honestly , from my pure heart
wht I'm wanna say is just I Love You , But I can't :(
How long I must face all of these ?
I'm tired with my life
:'(
It's just like
Take My Hand , Live While You Can , Don't You See Your Dreams Lie right ? In The Palm Of You Hand ,
Well , I'm just making my way , Making a way through the crowd -.-'
erghhhh , idgaf -.-'

Oky , now I could understand it , And I ' ll pretand for his happiness

And it's a sad picture, the final blow hits you
Somebody else gets what you wanted again
You know it's all the same, another time and place
Repeating history and you're getting sick of it

But I believe in whatever you do
And I'll do anything to see it through

Because these things will change, can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
It's a revolution, the time will come for us to finally win :)

I Need You , I Miss You & Now I Wonder

move on ,

2010-07-26T08:20:00.000-07:00

hmm , sedih la
pasaipa tktau yalaa nk bt camna dh jadi cmnie kn?
hmm ,
tepaksa lepaih ja laa
tgk dea happy :)
tkpala , haih tpi
hmm dh la satu class esh la
bhave jala farah noh?
adyy
biaq lah psai ney , aku ja tau apa yg aku rasa :)
hmm , oky lepas ney aku tk on dh kot
smpai lepas pmr
adyy stdy cek oi ,
next week gempur pmr :/
haih ,
15/8 ney trial
23/9 pra pmr
5/10 pmr weh
-.-
lanie aku tgh recover balik semua sbject
hat aku men2 hat aku tk faham
lanie mmg aku mlas sgt nk pkiaq psai bnda len
dlm otak yg ada pum STUDY , STUDY , STUDY
biaq la p scola nk cering kt dea pum
aku buat dekk dh la.
jnji aku tk kacau org.
kes aku sakit hati ka apa tgk dea tu blkg kira la noh?
hmm :)
tdey aku bt geo ,
7 bab , latihan dgn nota
haih , tuu baru bt hat frm 1
aku rasa dlm 3 or 4 kali hbis lah kot satu subject ( form1-3)
adyy tkleh bt apa dh.
tu jala aku boleh bt.
revision pluss exercise :)
hope boleh cover lah hat mana aku tktau
aminnn :)
oky last word : life must go on , aku tk expect pum bnda ney nk jadi
if dari dulu aku hbaq kt dea , tk jadi la mcmney :)
tkpalaa bye :)

colour :/

2010-07-16T05:50:00.000-07:00

oky today is 16/7/2010 ;)
yeap , new hair i've got here
:p
woot * hahaha oky aku saja ja syok2 nk tulis act
weng * whts colour ?
guess please?
ahha ofcos pink :p

PIC?
look at this o.O

oky , old hair :)

NEW HAIR *

oky im done :p

bad day !

2010-07-07T23:39:00.000-07:00

oky , 1stly baruu balik scola.
tadeyy dkt scola mmg hot hot woot wott lah !
nk tau seypa ?
haa mai nk stry.
adalah sekoq minah neyy,
dea tk puaih hati la weh kt aku
adoii
semua org dea nk cari gadoh.
tpi cari gadoh kt mana ?
MYSAPCE !
kt mana ?
kt MYSPACE !
okyy, da ney dgn adilah gadoh
dgn aku pum nk gadoh juga lanie ?
oky tkpa aku no hal.
aku paling tk suka la oqg jeneh kata kto blkg ney
nk kata kata depan la minah weyy
slma ney aku penah kata blkg kt hg ?
tk penah kn ?
oky aku kata depan jaa nah :p
mmpoih p kt hg hg nk sakit hati ka dak , jnji aku kata depan !
derr
tadey ada budak mai hbaq , hg kata pa kat aku ?
belen kan ?
wah mmg panaih gila -.-'
aku buad dekk ja
sbb igt hg kata kt satu gang
then adilah p tnya,
pergh time adilah p marah2 dea
dgn pot pa semua,
mmg syok la,
dea tarik2 ayat apa?
"aku bkn kate kt korang , aku kate kt farah jea "
dea pelat kl *
pergh aku dgaq2 tuu , haa tggu lagi k panaih !
aku start maki la
pom pang pom pang ,
aku maki dea gila babi
dea tk kaleh kt aku sikit pum !
baruaa awt kecut ka weh?
then tadeyy tgn aku ketaq
aku geram , tk boleh nk p tmpaq da
aku katok tgn aku kt meja
byk kali -.-'
kuat gila , mehh tapi tk sakit pum -.-'
patuh tin mai pegang tgn aku
depa pakat dok kata tgn aku sejuk.
mmg tgn aku ketaq gila
aku dok maki dea,
keluaq habih dalam2
org usha jaa.
haa amek hg ,
patuh time balik scola tu
dok tggu dea kuaq kelas
NAH haram !
kaleh muka kot pintu kelas pum dak !
baruaa sgguh
tgn aku hbih ketaq time keluaq dari kwsn scola kot :/
oky fyi , aku mmg ikot mama aku
if marah , tk ketaq lagi tgn tkpa
dan ketaq tgn tu,
mmg la nk mkn penyepak -.-
tuu tadey aku tkmau buad dea,
sbb tu aku tumbuk meja -.-
dh la chow ! fuck terokk betina tu

canon :D

2010-07-05T05:28:00.000-07:00

auww , oky i'm so boring right now :/
so wht im gonna do ?
blalala i gues so :D
auww , oky
last week , abah aku beli printer baru
haha gnti yg canon lama tu psaipa tktau :/
haih buad prangai sepak kot :p
whoaa jahat *
HAHA
oky ney gmbaq dea ,

-.-'

oky ney yg lama.act tk la lama sgt :D

oky i'm done ;D

manusia !

2010-06-27T07:14:00.000-07:00

oky 1stly aku nk ckp.
aku tk kempunan dh xD
omg.dh dua minggu aku mengidam nk mkn sate :
ahah mcm apa lg.mngidam cek oi.
over gila mcm pregnant pulak :))
haha.so tadeyy aku dok online lah kn.
then abah aku balik
aku buad dekk ja
lepas tu mama aku pegi dapoq ,
amek pinggan apa la kot
aku kata macam ney
"abah bwak balik apa ?
sambil mata dok tgk pc
abah aku snyap.aku pelik so aku pum kaleh la nk tgk.
tgk2 ada sate hahah
aku truih tinggai kwn2 hat dok text mcmtu ja
:P
kejam kn? haha so aku mkn pnya mkn
aku mkn byk gila
rasa2 lebih 50 pum ada apa :
nah , ada org kata
lepas ney aku gemok la
msti pkwe tinggai -.-'
haram , chill la weyy
if balak syg betoi takan psai berat aku naik dea nk break kot
kn kn ?
hahah if wujud org mcmtu
tk kesah pum
memilih ngat ai
gedik , hahaha

haa ada lg.tadeyy bella suro on ym
then tkpa la
aku on
lepas tu dea text aku ckp
line mslah
so aku biaq la ym tu on
tpi tk men pum
la
tetiba ada mamat ney text aku
tgk la :

if kecik , click la bagi nmpk besaq :P

nah syok gila , aku dgn tk kenai dea sapa.
dgn tadak mood :
besala pmpuan * ahha
tpi aku malaih nk gadoh , so aku biaq jala kt dea
haih mcm2
-.-'
dh la mcm faker ja dea tu.
gmbaq dea tah betoi ka dak la -.-'
myb dea malu la kot noh.semangat mai text aku

tgk2 aku tk kenai dea

HAHA chow

tkmau p scola esok!

2010-06-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

omg.haha oky hariney hari selasa.aku tgh tggu ney , nk tgk ceta benci bilang cinta
auww dh pkol 10.57 :D
lg 3 minute ! HOO
oky now masalah aku.esok aku tkmau p scola.hahaha
kaki aku skit sgt :(
omg.act mcmney ceta dea
smlm , isnin ada class kh
tkpala kn.then dpt result midyear.
then hmpir kata semua tk lepas target yg cikgu bagi.
haa mmpoih la kami.dpt hadiah cek.
aku beza markah 18 kot.
then cikgu suroh kali 4
:(
jadi berapa ? 72 !
haa 72 kali.aku kena ketok tampi :'(
tpi aku kecoh *
AHA.nahhai lepas tu kenacubit pula.
14 kali haritu kena dgn pak lias.
mau tau aa , dea skli boleh cubit
rasa kebas gila kot.
:(
smpai kwn2 tkleh pegang lengan aku dua2 time tu.
HAHA
shit gila.so aku balik scola aku tido.
nah time bgun2 tido tu.
syok saja.
kaki aku sakit gila kot
urat cekang :(
so aku pum buad dek ja p scola tadey.jln mcm katun
dh la class tingkat 3 -.-'
haram.tkpa patuh time balek tadey
kaki aku kremm.
haha aku turon tgga slow gila.
org usha ja.
then aku tkmau p scola esok psai
frhana pateng pa
depa kata camnie

" hg mcm org baru lepas beranak fara jalan mcmtu "

haram hmpa wey !
HAHA oh cita tu start dh
byee ;D

:D

2010-06-21T22:58:00.000-07:00

ops ! hahaha nk hbaq ney
markah science aku naek.
cikgu salah ryte !
HAHA syok syok !

pmr

2010-06-21T04:39:00.000-07:00

omg.trial dh nk dekat kot.err masalah betoi la -.-'
midyear aku result mcm haram gila ai.esh la
serabot ney -.-'
harap bm ja paper 2 dpt 81 -.-'
and total dgn paper 1 dpt a.
hat len nahhai lingkop st,
tpi ada byk lg tk dpt.err
aku pum tktau masalah aku.
hoho science turon kot.dari 71 p 44.
mana cering pum !
eee class kmi kena beletiaq dgn ckgu siti hajar.ahah lawak kot.30 minit kena dgaq.
yg adilah dok dgn cara dea.yg aku dgn cara aku.yg elyn pa semua cara depa xD
cikgu kata kt aku
dpt markah mcmney pum kmu boleh syum lg?
HAHA.snyap ja.cek oi kena marah
cikgu kata , ney la akibat byk becakap xD
nahhai ! kena LAGI !
hahaha.dengaq ja.class kami besala.top sikit -.-'
direct kena.hoho
ee aku rasa lepaih ney seldom online kot.
if aku online ja
ergh tktau nk jadi pa dkt trial aku -.-'
adoi , bulan 8 trial
bulan 10 pmr !
NAH ceringgg -.-
aku takot yg sebenaqnya,
tpi bila hbaq kt budak2 fb,ms pa depa kata aku boleh buad.
tktau lanoe?
insyaallah boleh buad :)
wish me luck ya ?
:)

oh yg penting math aku fail !
33 :( 35 lulus shit !
soalan susah.ikot frmat pmr *

xpress music ^^

2010-06-16T05:08:00.001-07:00

wink wink *

haha haa hariney saja nk ceta , ehem
tadey boring
yala cuti scola ney aku tk p mana pum :'(
kesian kn aku ?
haha.so tadey tktau nk buad apa.snap la picture.
guna hp baru abah.HOHO
tau dak bkn men payah lg aku nk amek hp neyy.
kedekut ngat ai.tau baru beli pum -.-'
jgn la bekira sgt , HAHA
xD
haha.hp nokia 5800 xpress music - full touch screen
ney gmbaq :D

hoho aku dok bodek abah aku

abah abah , abah beli la hp baru mai hp abah kt adek.hahaha

abah aku jeling ja,

ahhaa ngeng xD

oh ! gtg aku nk kuaq lepak,

lala byee ^^